I'm thinking it's a sign...
Well I haven't been up to much lately. The farm was awesome, tons of fun. Nicole's parents are super nice, laughed at all our stories about the school gang and then ended up playing Camel Toe with us and we all got super drunk. On the way home we stopped at DQ in Morden...Was that a mistake. Apparently that is the busiest DQ in Manitoba, maybe even Canada. It was so funny how everyone in there knew each other and then me, Tiff and Debbie came sauntering in, in our pj's ta boot haha. This has been the longest week of school by far. The barbies' skirts keep getting shorter and shorter. Yes and I confiremed it, one of them does have "We Love Being Hot!" written on her mirror. Normally I don't have a problem with a little self-confidence, but it's the principle that they get away with everything! I haven't talked to Marilyn, Kati or Andrea in quite some time. I don't have much to talk about. This is my life, I go to school, eat, sleep and do it all over again. I'm tired of trying to arrange plans to get all of us together to do God knows what. I can say that I'm disappointed and hurt that I haven't heard from any of them. No msn convos, or phone calls...nothing. But in all honesty, why should I have to always be the one to call or talk? It would be nice for someone to actually feel like they should call me for a change but it appears as though I'm invisible or maybe non-existant. I'm not blubbering or crying about this anymore like I did last week, I've actually been too busy, planning Mom & Dad's Anniversary party, studying and trying to have time to myself. I wish that they cared. I mean sure they say that they care, but have they shown it? I'd like to say I have cared, but I stopped. I don't know what ppl want from me anymore, I am who I am and I guess they don't like it. Then, close your chapter in my life and have a good one. Tomorrow I'm on towels all day. Excuse me while I die of boredom. Much love to everyone who reads this.