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Hey kids.. time for an update.
Well, I guess I can start with the fact that I only have one job now. I got fired from Connex for bullshit reasons, all I have to say is... dont ever use made up words like "porntastic" in emails or chats with the clients. Live and learn... live and learn. When I got fired Mike was really really pissed, so at least I know I am missed (c'mon, how could i not be :)) No big deal--since it wasnt my main job. I can now devote my entire existence to the chocolate store. I worked 96 hours the past two weeks because its Christmas. I got a big pay check, but not as big as a manager should get for working 10 hour days and doing 2 other peoples jobs. Its nice though, not having to run off to another job not knowing what time I will be getting off for the evening! I get off now at 6 or 7 at the latest and get to come home and relax.. and ohhhh actually make plans with people.
So this month has really just been spent at work. I am getting ready to go home for Christmas. I have moms gift (Alfred Hitchcock masterpiece collection), Steven is getting Dad's this week (Coleman stainless steel cooler --$109 -insane if you ask me!) Saras is coming in the mail! And I have a good Idea for Stevens.. Im kinda excited to go home too. Mainly becuase I get to see Chris, lets just hope I can actually hang out with him.
Jason and I are just friends for now. I basically just told him the truth.. I have issues with him dating Kim and me at the same time...when its obvious that he cares for her a lot. He got me the cutest hat for Christmas though! I love it!!! Its green and fuzzy and it looks cute on me. I LOVE IT!!! Dave got me Lip Venom and this awesome Pixi eye shadow kit thingy.. it kicks ass and I LOVE both of them as well, and the package it came in was kick ass.. I am constantly making the girls at work jealous.. hah (although, that day it was just Cheryl and Carol)
Tonight Sara and I went to Unos for dessert. I decided that it was my last dessert--last time eating out. I havent really gained any weight, Im just more aware of what I eat now that I have been to the WW meetings etc. So I KNOW I have been eating unhealthy and I just feel like shit about it.. so the new plan starts tomorrow.
--Gym 3 times a week
--no pop at work
--bring my lunch to work
--watch the points...
I know that Ive said before "its time" but Im not about to go to NY over Spring Break lookin like this. So yeah.. if you see me drinking pop or agreeing to go out to eat.. slap me. Hard.
I think thats really about all. I should be all filed for the big B by January 15th. I got back into school and my last tuition payment from last fall has been paid. I just wait to enroll--I have to wait until the day before classes start.. awesome.. I should get shit-tastic classes.. ohh careful.. might get fired for that.
on a side note.. I saw a picture of my good friend Jamie (good friend meaning.. we used to be good friends in high school and I made the mistake of thinking we still were) the picture was on her sisters facebook page and she was wearing a vail. Since Im not a total moron, I knew it was from her "real" wedding (she got married in the courthouse last year and they planned to have a real one sometime this year and she told me I would have to come) well I emailed her and told her that she looked really happy and gorgeous--both true. And she emailed me back telling me what the picture was from.. and that she hopes I have a good holiday. Is it wrong of me to be upset by that?
Whatever.. its nothing new.. Another friend didnt invite me to her wedding either.. screw them all I guess. This just absolutely makes it 100% easier for me to say "fuck them all" I mean, I was trying to make the effort to still talk to them etc. But honestly, if they are going to be completely inconsiderate and bitchy about things--whatever.How many times can one person apologize? I know we've grown apart, but you dont just throw away that many years --I guess you do.. now I know that. I think it will be interesting if I see any of them while I am at home. Anyone else have any experience like this? I guess thats why they say that you meet your true friends AFTER high school. You know, its really cheesy but that song by Nickelback "photograph" reminds me of them.. bc the chorus says something like .."hard to say it.. time to say it...goodbye.." ohh im a loser:) but the whole thing just reminds me of my hometown and all of my old friends.
Im just glad that the friends I have now arent so petty. I really am thankful for them. :)
Merry Christmas Everyone!!! (and PS I have dark brown hair now!)
Well, I guess I can start with the fact that I only have one job now. I got fired from Connex for bullshit reasons, all I have to say is... dont ever use made up words like "porntastic" in emails or chats with the clients. Live and learn... live and learn. When I got fired Mike was really really pissed, so at least I know I am missed (c'mon, how could i not be :)) No big deal--since it wasnt my main job. I can now devote my entire existence to the chocolate store. I worked 96 hours the past two weeks because its Christmas. I got a big pay check, but not as big as a manager should get for working 10 hour days and doing 2 other peoples jobs. Its nice though, not having to run off to another job not knowing what time I will be getting off for the evening! I get off now at 6 or 7 at the latest and get to come home and relax.. and ohhhh actually make plans with people.
So this month has really just been spent at work. I am getting ready to go home for Christmas. I have moms gift (Alfred Hitchcock masterpiece collection), Steven is getting Dad's this week (Coleman stainless steel cooler --$109 -insane if you ask me!) Saras is coming in the mail! And I have a good Idea for Stevens.. Im kinda excited to go home too. Mainly becuase I get to see Chris, lets just hope I can actually hang out with him.
Jason and I are just friends for now. I basically just told him the truth.. I have issues with him dating Kim and me at the same time...when its obvious that he cares for her a lot. He got me the cutest hat for Christmas though! I love it!!! Its green and fuzzy and it looks cute on me. I LOVE IT!!! Dave got me Lip Venom and this awesome Pixi eye shadow kit thingy.. it kicks ass and I LOVE both of them as well, and the package it came in was kick ass.. I am constantly making the girls at work jealous.. hah (although, that day it was just Cheryl and Carol)
Tonight Sara and I went to Unos for dessert. I decided that it was my last dessert--last time eating out. I havent really gained any weight, Im just more aware of what I eat now that I have been to the WW meetings etc. So I KNOW I have been eating unhealthy and I just feel like shit about it.. so the new plan starts tomorrow.
--Gym 3 times a week
--no pop at work
--bring my lunch to work
--watch the points...
I know that Ive said before "its time" but Im not about to go to NY over Spring Break lookin like this. So yeah.. if you see me drinking pop or agreeing to go out to eat.. slap me. Hard.
I think thats really about all. I should be all filed for the big B by January 15th. I got back into school and my last tuition payment from last fall has been paid. I just wait to enroll--I have to wait until the day before classes start.. awesome.. I should get shit-tastic classes.. ohh careful.. might get fired for that.
on a side note.. I saw a picture of my good friend Jamie (good friend meaning.. we used to be good friends in high school and I made the mistake of thinking we still were) the picture was on her sisters facebook page and she was wearing a vail. Since Im not a total moron, I knew it was from her "real" wedding (she got married in the courthouse last year and they planned to have a real one sometime this year and she told me I would have to come) well I emailed her and told her that she looked really happy and gorgeous--both true. And she emailed me back telling me what the picture was from.. and that she hopes I have a good holiday. Is it wrong of me to be upset by that?
Whatever.. its nothing new.. Another friend didnt invite me to her wedding either.. screw them all I guess. This just absolutely makes it 100% easier for me to say "fuck them all" I mean, I was trying to make the effort to still talk to them etc. But honestly, if they are going to be completely inconsiderate and bitchy about things--whatever.How many times can one person apologize? I know we've grown apart, but you dont just throw away that many years --I guess you do.. now I know that. I think it will be interesting if I see any of them while I am at home. Anyone else have any experience like this? I guess thats why they say that you meet your true friends AFTER high school. You know, its really cheesy but that song by Nickelback "photograph" reminds me of them.. bc the chorus says something like .."hard to say it.. time to say it...goodbye.." ohh im a loser:) but the whole thing just reminds me of my hometown and all of my old friends.
Im just glad that the friends I have now arent so petty. I really am thankful for them. :)
Merry Christmas Everyone!!! (and PS I have dark brown hair now!)