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So, its been a while since I last updated this, I guess its time, eh?
Not a whole lot has been going on. I am still working both jobs, my brother moved in with me, I am still behind in my bills.. blah. same old shit.
Steven moved in a week or two ago, its been going well, when he's here, Im at work, and when Im here-he's at work. Its a nice system really. I cleaned out the old ghetto apartment and got the deposit in the mail yesterday.. they only sent me $200--its better than nothing, but they deducted $175 bc they had to clean the carpets (BS) and replaced the drip pans on the stove-whatever. I am just glad to be done with them. YAY--extra money:)
I have been working a ton. Its not that bad really, I get up at 745 and get home at about 930. It sounds a lot worse than it is. I have been doing really well at my new job, and the money is great. I have it worked out so I get paid everyweek. Its so nice to have that extra income to help me get my debts under control.
I have just been hanging out at home a lot. Im such a loser. Sara came back last night, it was so great to see her. Its nice to have a friend here that I can tell anything and she will completely understand/listen/not judge. Dont get me wrong, I love all my friends, but she has been one of the closest girl friends I have had in a long time.. since all my other friends from HS decided to just go ahead and forget the past 10 years of our friendship and go on without me. Im over it, bc frankly, it was their decision and their loss. If they want to let one thing stand between us for the rest of our lives, then whatever. Fuck them.
This week, Im going to start looking for a desk for my room--anyone have one they wanna sell me.. thats cool too. I have a list of things I need to buy in the next few weeks.. a desk is the first, the next are some new clothes--and no, its not just the girly shopping bug--I am in desperate need of new jeans and new running shoes. Hopefully this campusfood.com thing will be easier than I am thinking (scared to death) and the extra income will be so nice.. if only it works!! Pray for me.. and if you have any selling tips.. lemme know.
I am kind of worried about next month.. a fairly big event that Im not really ready for. I feel like I am such a loser bc I havent done anything with my life--if you havent guessed.. Next month, I turn 25. Im freaked out.
eek.
PS. I am having a bbq soon for Sara. Lemme know if you wanna come. I am still planning it! :) it will be in the next few weeks though.
ps.. why do i always like the guys who seem interested at first.. but then grow more and more uninterested? whyyyyyyyyyy
Not a whole lot has been going on. I am still working both jobs, my brother moved in with me, I am still behind in my bills.. blah. same old shit.
Steven moved in a week or two ago, its been going well, when he's here, Im at work, and when Im here-he's at work. Its a nice system really. I cleaned out the old ghetto apartment and got the deposit in the mail yesterday.. they only sent me $200--its better than nothing, but they deducted $175 bc they had to clean the carpets (BS) and replaced the drip pans on the stove-whatever. I am just glad to be done with them. YAY--extra money:)
I have been working a ton. Its not that bad really, I get up at 745 and get home at about 930. It sounds a lot worse than it is. I have been doing really well at my new job, and the money is great. I have it worked out so I get paid everyweek. Its so nice to have that extra income to help me get my debts under control.
I have just been hanging out at home a lot. Im such a loser. Sara came back last night, it was so great to see her. Its nice to have a friend here that I can tell anything and she will completely understand/listen/not judge. Dont get me wrong, I love all my friends, but she has been one of the closest girl friends I have had in a long time.. since all my other friends from HS decided to just go ahead and forget the past 10 years of our friendship and go on without me. Im over it, bc frankly, it was their decision and their loss. If they want to let one thing stand between us for the rest of our lives, then whatever. Fuck them.
This week, Im going to start looking for a desk for my room--anyone have one they wanna sell me.. thats cool too. I have a list of things I need to buy in the next few weeks.. a desk is the first, the next are some new clothes--and no, its not just the girly shopping bug--I am in desperate need of new jeans and new running shoes. Hopefully this campusfood.com thing will be easier than I am thinking (scared to death) and the extra income will be so nice.. if only it works!! Pray for me.. and if you have any selling tips.. lemme know.
I am kind of worried about next month.. a fairly big event that Im not really ready for. I feel like I am such a loser bc I havent done anything with my life--if you havent guessed.. Next month, I turn 25. Im freaked out.
eek.
PS. I am having a bbq soon for Sara. Lemme know if you wanna come. I am still planning it! :) it will be in the next few weeks though.
ps.. why do i always like the guys who seem interested at first.. but then grow more and more uninterested? whyyyyyyyyyy