Feb 21, 2005 14:15
So, here's the deal: I'm unhappy. There's probably more to it than that...or possibly less. But that's all I can really figure out at the moment. Maybe we should talk about it. That's what people do, I hear.
It's not like I'm unhappy all the time. There are things that make it all okay, like jelly beans and awareness of the meaninglessness of it all. I really don't like drugs, but I feel like for Hunter's sake, or for the sake of something different, I should maybe try some. I won't, though.
I want to be very much in love. I want to be like the doves on the back porch, cooing and kissing every Spring. Instead, I'll just be melodramatic.