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jamie and i are no longer. i don't want to go into it now. it was crazy and fucked up, and blergh.
let's just say, a part of me feels kinda shattered, the other part felt it coming for a while and so i feel someone relieved, even liberated, but i'm not too sure about that one. now that i'm available, i guess you can all call me and ask me to come out over weekends and stuff. i'm kinda in need of someone to talk to right now while i get through this shit feeling.
i find it kinda hard to let go. my parents and friends have come up with so many reasons as to why i should leave him... i mean, i DID leave him, but it's weird... we've had some really nice memories, but i'm afraid a handful of pretty memories just doesn't make for a solid relationship. my reasons for leaving him outweigh the reasons for keeping him, but it was fun while it lasted. i'm only 20 - i have a long way to go before i really have to pick out a life partner.
seriously, breakups aren't all that bad. you gotta kinda look at them from a distance, because life's too short to wallow in the pain of a breakup forever.
let's just say, a part of me feels kinda shattered, the other part felt it coming for a while and so i feel someone relieved, even liberated, but i'm not too sure about that one. now that i'm available, i guess you can all call me and ask me to come out over weekends and stuff. i'm kinda in need of someone to talk to right now while i get through this shit feeling.
i find it kinda hard to let go. my parents and friends have come up with so many reasons as to why i should leave him... i mean, i DID leave him, but it's weird... we've had some really nice memories, but i'm afraid a handful of pretty memories just doesn't make for a solid relationship. my reasons for leaving him outweigh the reasons for keeping him, but it was fun while it lasted. i'm only 20 - i have a long way to go before i really have to pick out a life partner.
seriously, breakups aren't all that bad. you gotta kinda look at them from a distance, because life's too short to wallow in the pain of a breakup forever.