May 16, 2007 20:13
So I don't know how I feel about it but what am I going to do? Nothing.
I am leaning towards staying for June but part of me just doesn't want to do it because I don't want to be away from Chicago. But then again, I am going to have it for a long time afterwards. At least I will be making money... right? Mom would rather that I fly up there instead of drive. She's paranoid that her baby might have problems and that scares her. How cute... I am loved -- even if I give them crap some times. So we'll see what happens from that. I just need to get all my affairs in order. I will probably go up there for a week or so in June if I decide to stay. I need to make this decision tonight though which doesn't make me too stoked.
Anyways, tired and lazy seems to be the new mantra for me lately. Just don't feel like packing anymore. This better change this weekend because I need to start packing ASAP, and that means I will be doing that all weekend long -- but like I said, it needs to get done.
Anyways, I am done for now.