Sooo I am really kinda bored.
HrdcrMusicGk: I am really bored at work. I am going to go crazy.
notabrowneyedgal: ha, maybe you should do something. Read a book?
HrdcrMusicGk: eh I feel like I am really not doing anything. And you can only surf the internet so long. I need to get better at stalking or something.
notabrowneyedgal: ummm, let's not get better at that. That might land you in jail or something.
notabrowneyedgal: why don't you do that 20 things that no one knows about you. It might take you a while.
HrdcrMusicGk: I wasn't tagged and then I would have to think of something...
notabrowneyedgal: I just tagged you. Do it. It will make you stop whinning about not having anything to do and I have to go to work where I actually do work.
notabrowneyedgal: I will talk to you later. Bye hun.
notabrowneyedgal: And do it!!
HrdcrMusicGk: Maybe... have fun at work (and thanks for rubbing it in my face that you have a better job than me - mine will be fun when the kids come back!)
So I have apparently succumbed to the fact that I am really bored and took Kel's suggestion. Geez, I need to get a life (it didn't take nearly enough time as I would have liked for it to have) and figure something out for those days that no one is around. I am pretty sure I can't handle them...
1- I watched my first person die when I was 14 years old (and by watch, I mean I just stood there...)
2- I saved a man's life when I was 17 (and I act as though it wasn't a big deal, but it was...)
3- I can play piano, guitar and violin but I don't like to play for anyone because I am afraid I am not that good (even though I was all-county 2 months after I started to play violin and was in the city's symphony...)
4- I have won awards for my drawings...
5- I have a piece of art in a museum in Japan that I did for my mom in the 3rd grade.
6- I almost drowned when I was 7ish from an approaching hurricane. To this day, I am fearful of the ocean and won't go further than where I can touch comfortably.
7- I used to be a closeted WB fan but then their shows got crappy and now I don't have to worry about it. :)
8- I generally don't think I am worth half the time that people give me but I am thankful that they give it.
9- There are only a couple of people that I trust enough and feel like they understand enough to call them my best friend.
10- I am seriously afraid at failing at all my dreams, hopes, life goals, and being the weak link.
11- Part of me feels like I could get trapped here and that scares me with how unhappy I am here... (refer to number 10).
12- Based on my sister's current marital problems, I think it might be easier to be alone so I have become closed off - but I have no reason or proof to do this with my particular life (I think I will either have a jerk who I fight with all the time and end up in divorce or I will get a pansy who doesn't lie my family and never comes around - which is based on my other sister's marriage).
13- I want to run a marathon mostly because I am told that I shouldn't which is a bad intention that will leave me in pain...
14- I respect and love everyone I give a hard time too... (but you might already know that.)
15- I am jealous of the "college kids" because they have less limitations and I would like to be hanging out with my friends too...
16- The random pointless days with my friends are the only things/times that make me think staying was a good decision because I feel like it's all I have left here for me... (and I don't get it as often as I would like - refer to #15)
17- I want to know the taste of your lips, the strength of your arms, and the warmth of your chest (but I won't say anything this time and will wait for something to never happen...)
18- I have never been in love which is a sad statement seeing as my longest relationship was for 2 1/2 years.
19- I have an older sister who died when she was 6 months old.
20- The only year of my life that I am willing to go back to is my senior year of college (I might think about reliving my junior year if I could please not have to take organic chem again...)
Alright, that took some time. But if you have any other suggestions (not that you will read this before I get off work please let me know. I am going out of my mind here!!! And there will be a couple more days that are like this...)
notabrowneyedgal: ha, maybe you should do something. Read a book?
HrdcrMusicGk: eh I feel like I am really not doing anything. And you can only surf the internet so long. I need to get better at stalking or something.
notabrowneyedgal: ummm, let's not get better at that. That might land you in jail or something.
notabrowneyedgal: why don't you do that 20 things that no one knows about you. It might take you a while.
HrdcrMusicGk: I wasn't tagged and then I would have to think of something...
notabrowneyedgal: I just tagged you. Do it. It will make you stop whinning about not having anything to do and I have to go to work where I actually do work.
notabrowneyedgal: I will talk to you later. Bye hun.
notabrowneyedgal: And do it!!
HrdcrMusicGk: Maybe... have fun at work (and thanks for rubbing it in my face that you have a better job than me - mine will be fun when the kids come back!)
So I have apparently succumbed to the fact that I am really bored and took Kel's suggestion. Geez, I need to get a life (it didn't take nearly enough time as I would have liked for it to have) and figure something out for those days that no one is around. I am pretty sure I can't handle them...
1- I watched my first person die when I was 14 years old (and by watch, I mean I just stood there...)
2- I saved a man's life when I was 17 (and I act as though it wasn't a big deal, but it was...)
3- I can play piano, guitar and violin but I don't like to play for anyone because I am afraid I am not that good (even though I was all-county 2 months after I started to play violin and was in the city's symphony...)
4- I have won awards for my drawings...
5- I have a piece of art in a museum in Japan that I did for my mom in the 3rd grade.
6- I almost drowned when I was 7ish from an approaching hurricane. To this day, I am fearful of the ocean and won't go further than where I can touch comfortably.
7- I used to be a closeted WB fan but then their shows got crappy and now I don't have to worry about it. :)
8- I generally don't think I am worth half the time that people give me but I am thankful that they give it.
9- There are only a couple of people that I trust enough and feel like they understand enough to call them my best friend.
10- I am seriously afraid at failing at all my dreams, hopes, life goals, and being the weak link.
11- Part of me feels like I could get trapped here and that scares me with how unhappy I am here... (refer to number 10).
12- Based on my sister's current marital problems, I think it might be easier to be alone so I have become closed off - but I have no reason or proof to do this with my particular life (I think I will either have a jerk who I fight with all the time and end up in divorce or I will get a pansy who doesn't lie my family and never comes around - which is based on my other sister's marriage).
13- I want to run a marathon mostly because I am told that I shouldn't which is a bad intention that will leave me in pain...
14- I respect and love everyone I give a hard time too... (but you might already know that.)
15- I am jealous of the "college kids" because they have less limitations and I would like to be hanging out with my friends too...
16- The random pointless days with my friends are the only things/times that make me think staying was a good decision because I feel like it's all I have left here for me... (and I don't get it as often as I would like - refer to #15)
17- I want to know the taste of your lips, the strength of your arms, and the warmth of your chest (but I won't say anything this time and will wait for something to never happen...)
18- I have never been in love which is a sad statement seeing as my longest relationship was for 2 1/2 years.
19- I have an older sister who died when she was 6 months old.
20- The only year of my life that I am willing to go back to is my senior year of college (I might think about reliving my junior year if I could please not have to take organic chem again...)
Alright, that took some time. But if you have any other suggestions (not that you will read this before I get off work please let me know. I am going out of my mind here!!! And there will be a couple more days that are like this...)