Back in the Roch
Yes - I came home again. I needed some time with my parents and just to be away from state and all the crap going on and all the feelings I have about things that have been happening in the past week. Even though I have been retarded and crying and PMS-y I realize that I needed to just remove myself from the situation and everything would be great.
And so far it seems to be working out just as I thought.
I know I said I would update about Bad Habit and my sanity, but at this point I really don't know what is going on. There are just a couple things I do know - 1) that I can't hold myself back because of one person, I gotta move on. and 2) the problems I created in my life can't be solved by the mindset I created them in.
I think those are a couple great rules to live by... pair them with my mantra about guys I'll allow myself to date - and I might have just figured out how to keep myself sane.
We'll see if it actually works though :)
And so far it seems to be working out just as I thought.
I know I said I would update about Bad Habit and my sanity, but at this point I really don't know what is going on. There are just a couple things I do know - 1) that I can't hold myself back because of one person, I gotta move on. and 2) the problems I created in my life can't be solved by the mindset I created them in.
I think those are a couple great rules to live by... pair them with my mantra about guys I'll allow myself to date - and I might have just figured out how to keep myself sane.
We'll see if it actually works though :)