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so this gonna be one of those valuating life posts. So don't read unless you want to.
So, i saw Demi yesterday. It's weird, my mom had been trying to get me to e-mail her and stuff, but i never did b/c I mean... i only knew of her from my church, and well yeah. So anyway, demi can only see her mother on probation type thing, so my mom overseed their propation this sunday. Well, i was just coming back from rehearsal when they drove up. i was so dumb and selfish and i started complaining to my dad about how now i was going to have to spend time with them. I am so freaking selfish with my time. I realized that yesterday. Because after spending the time with Demi, i realized how much I affected someone. How making a promise that we would make pajamas next sunday and baking a cake with her could mean stuff. How this girl could totally change. How her life has just been so affected by her brain surgery. How now she has this crazy messed up situation with her dad.How she has changed so much both physically and mentally. I guess I just realized that i take alot of things for granted. With my family situation, my health, etc. I also am just so selfish with my time. i didn't want to have to spend time with her, but she wanted it so badly. Just that little bit of time, and i could tell that I had made someone else happy.
anyways, that's my assesing life post for the day...well week... well prolly my first post yet about it.
So, i saw Demi yesterday. It's weird, my mom had been trying to get me to e-mail her and stuff, but i never did b/c I mean... i only knew of her from my church, and well yeah. So anyway, demi can only see her mother on probation type thing, so my mom overseed their propation this sunday. Well, i was just coming back from rehearsal when they drove up. i was so dumb and selfish and i started complaining to my dad about how now i was going to have to spend time with them. I am so freaking selfish with my time. I realized that yesterday. Because after spending the time with Demi, i realized how much I affected someone. How making a promise that we would make pajamas next sunday and baking a cake with her could mean stuff. How this girl could totally change. How her life has just been so affected by her brain surgery. How now she has this crazy messed up situation with her dad.How she has changed so much both physically and mentally. I guess I just realized that i take alot of things for granted. With my family situation, my health, etc. I also am just so selfish with my time. i didn't want to have to spend time with her, but she wanted it so badly. Just that little bit of time, and i could tell that I had made someone else happy.
anyways, that's my assesing life post for the day...well week... well prolly my first post yet about it.