too low to find my way.. too high to wonder why
DREAM. okay so as many of you know i have these weird crazy dreams constantly, and hardly any of them make any sense to me in a dream interpretation kind of way. only one weve kind of been able to, c/o caitlin. that was like two years ago. so anyone who thinks they have superior dream analysis powers or anything of the sort and can come up with any ideas about this, let me know. and you can comment too about it. whether anything means anything to you. bc im told that stuff in your dreams are things that have happened lately or are connected to something that has and you just subconciously think about it. read up.. and get ready for confusion.
Jan. 4
okay.. so im somewhere with the evans's and im rearragning these three cars in a garage..really only two because the one just stays in the same place the whole time. anyway, so im moving her car and this new silver volvo, and in the draem it was caitlins, i was explaining to someone that she got the jetta, decided she didnt like it and then so they got the volvo. so im moving the cars and its really tedious and annoying im trying to get them to be like perfect three in a row.. but the red one is being annoying and it like scratched the silver one a few times so that theres red paint on the silver one in a few spots.. and then im really nervous about it but when mrs evans and some other adult are there talking this lady is like 'ohh whats that scratched paint from' and she looks at it for a second and thinks and im getting afraid bc i think im gonna get in trouble. well instead she thinks for a sec then goes "yeah i dunno..' and starts explaining like some accident that happened that caused it, so im kind of relieved. but then theres a few more and she asks about them but right then something happens that takes the attention off the car. im not sure what it was.. so then im sitting on my couch in my tv room with two other people, i dont remember who, im in the middle, and theres this like wild dog that comes in the room and its making like its gonna atttack us, but the person on my left is like chill its okay and like shoos it away, and then it ended up with my neighbor and hes got the dog on the leash, we go near it but it still tries to bite us so we kind of walk away.. so then im somewhere and theres this little girl probably about 7, and im not paying any attention to her and the adults or whoever is around is like why are you being like that just play with her.. so i go over to pick her up and one of my rings cuts into the side of her like a little and she starts crying and flipping out so i back away.. so i leave.. i think. anyway, then i go to/end up at my friend molly stamps, and im sitting at the bar she has in her basment and her older brother is there, but he doenst look like he should and he starts making me drinks because everyone else had already been doing that.. and then i like ask around where molly is and shes hanging out and my friend erin is like getting sick somewhere.. and so then i go into the room where everyone else is and its like his friends and stuff and im talkin to them and i sit down and this boy comes over and hes standing in front of me and trying to hit on me or something im not sure and hes smoking weed.. and right as hes about to sit down next to me some girl sits instead.. and thats it.
ponder those thoughts. get back at me.
vaya con dios,
..daydream- i fell asleep amid the flowers.. for a couple of hours..
what a beautiful day.
Jan. 4
okay.. so im somewhere with the evans's and im rearragning these three cars in a garage..really only two because the one just stays in the same place the whole time. anyway, so im moving her car and this new silver volvo, and in the draem it was caitlins, i was explaining to someone that she got the jetta, decided she didnt like it and then so they got the volvo. so im moving the cars and its really tedious and annoying im trying to get them to be like perfect three in a row.. but the red one is being annoying and it like scratched the silver one a few times so that theres red paint on the silver one in a few spots.. and then im really nervous about it but when mrs evans and some other adult are there talking this lady is like 'ohh whats that scratched paint from' and she looks at it for a second and thinks and im getting afraid bc i think im gonna get in trouble. well instead she thinks for a sec then goes "yeah i dunno..' and starts explaining like some accident that happened that caused it, so im kind of relieved. but then theres a few more and she asks about them but right then something happens that takes the attention off the car. im not sure what it was.. so then im sitting on my couch in my tv room with two other people, i dont remember who, im in the middle, and theres this like wild dog that comes in the room and its making like its gonna atttack us, but the person on my left is like chill its okay and like shoos it away, and then it ended up with my neighbor and hes got the dog on the leash, we go near it but it still tries to bite us so we kind of walk away.. so then im somewhere and theres this little girl probably about 7, and im not paying any attention to her and the adults or whoever is around is like why are you being like that just play with her.. so i go over to pick her up and one of my rings cuts into the side of her like a little and she starts crying and flipping out so i back away.. so i leave.. i think. anyway, then i go to/end up at my friend molly stamps, and im sitting at the bar she has in her basment and her older brother is there, but he doenst look like he should and he starts making me drinks because everyone else had already been doing that.. and then i like ask around where molly is and shes hanging out and my friend erin is like getting sick somewhere.. and so then i go into the room where everyone else is and its like his friends and stuff and im talkin to them and i sit down and this boy comes over and hes standing in front of me and trying to hit on me or something im not sure and hes smoking weed.. and right as hes about to sit down next to me some girl sits instead.. and thats it.
ponder those thoughts. get back at me.
vaya con dios,
..daydream- i fell asleep amid the flowers.. for a couple of hours..
what a beautiful day.