Last one...
yeeey finally I can end this.
last part for the gazette_yaoi challenge
Reita x Uruha. Theme #1: Lust, #4: future not promised.
Uruha's POV.
I wake up at the break of night and day.
I wake up to see the sky change it’s colors, from the dark blue to orange and pink hues.
I wake up to discover that you’re still cradled in my arms, your head nuzzling my shoulder.
You sleep so peacfully now.
It’s easy to see, by the way you breath in and out, warm puffs of air hitting my skin. Your lips slightly parted. Not even a slightest frown on your face.
It’s been so long since the last time I saw you so serene.
I’ve spent countless evenings and long midnight hours, wondering what happened to you.
Why we stopped being the soulmates we used to be.
Why you closed yourself up, why you distanced yourself from me...
Now I know.
You’ve showed me what creeped in the corners of your soul.
You’ve allowed me to taste this addictive sin that bares your name.
Allowed me to give in to my own lusts, my own wants and desires.
You turn around in your sleep, one of your hands resting on my hip, holding it gently.
Some shorts strands of hair falling into your face, almost kissing the tips of your lashes.
You shelter yourself in yourso many ways.
With your hair.
With your nose-cloth.
Not wanting people to see you, to see the way you really are.
I smile at your sleeping face.
You’re beautiful when you are peaceful like that...
I wish I could wake up to this sight each single day.
There’s a shade of yellow creeping up the sky.
It will get brighter with each single second now.
You will wake up soon... along with the newly born sun.
Another today will begin.
No matter how blinded we are by yesterday.
That’s what I believe in at least.
You stirr again and I know you’re catching the last remains of your precious sleep.
Trying not to let go of whatever dreams spread behind your closed lids.
Not wanting to wake up at all, only drown in the sweet powder that night’s illusions are made of.
For a moment, I wonder what I’ll see in your eyes when you open them.
Will there be a swirl of emotions clouded by your sleep?
Or will I gaze into a pool of fear and shame, that you didn’t proove to yourself that you indeed are the perfect man...? Even if you are in my eyes.
Maybe ... I will see regret?
You burry your face into the crock of my neck and shoulder, whimpering gently as your fingers dig into my hip. Desperately clutching to the last threads of sleep, as they slip away...
Your body warming up, your breath becoming flat.
Only by the way you suddenly freeze I know you are awake.
My arms around you tighten, I don’t want you to move away.
I know you would, if only I’d let you.
Your body trembles slightly as realization hits your mind.
“Morning” I whisper into your hair.
Even if my biggest wish right now is to claim your rough lips.
You mumble your greetings back, still not looking up at me.
I want to.. I need to see your eyes.
Your hand soothes my side, the touch somewhat shy.
So unlike you, in the same time so much you.
“I thought... I’d wake up.. without you. Only with consuming memories...” your sigh leaves me breathless.
I give in to my wish.
Pulling you atop of me as you immediately respond to my kiss.
Pouring yourself into me, making my head spin.
Making me want you so badly again, as I can only surrender to the feelings you awake deep inside me.
I feel your grunts that are formed in the back of your throath.
You greedily swallow my silent moans, as your body presses down on mine.
Your kisses making me so delightfuly submissive.
We’ve been the same all through the years.
Paining something so forbidden, so tempting, that was still inchs next to us.
I only needed to reach out my hand to touch you.
You only needed to look at me and I would be at your side.
My fingers sinking in your hair, one hand pulling, bringing you closer.
I’m desperate right now.
To feel you through and through.
To taste you for all those moments we already could have shared, but denied to ourselves.
To make you realize that the poison in your body is also in mine.
To make you understand what I feel.
I can feel you whisper my name in this troathy way only you can speak.
Forcing me to open my eyes.
My breath lost again somewhere as I drown in your eyes.
You grant me a look full of a fearful desire, a passion that can only be matched by mine.
“I can't promise you anything...” you lick my lips, than I feel you nibble only a moment later.
I don’t want anything but you...
“I can’t promise you a safe tomorrow...I can’t offer you a bright future” you tremble again as you speak.
I never needed your words more than I do now.
Do you know that I...
“I want you” I moan lightly, my fingers pressing into your shoulderblades “Now. I don’t want a future that’s bright, but has no dimmed yesterday’s or dark todays with you....”
My words are cut off by your insatiable lips.
Maybe we are making things more and more worse for us.
Maybe we won’t be able to cope with this.
Maybe our future will end sooner than we predict.
But as you kiss me like there’s no tomorrow..
As you make me as alive as this new, reborn day..
I can’t care less for what the future will bring.
With you, only now matters.
last part for the gazette_yaoi challenge
Reita x Uruha. Theme #1: Lust, #4: future not promised.
Uruha's POV.
I wake up at the break of night and day.
I wake up to see the sky change it’s colors, from the dark blue to orange and pink hues.
I wake up to discover that you’re still cradled in my arms, your head nuzzling my shoulder.
You sleep so peacfully now.
It’s easy to see, by the way you breath in and out, warm puffs of air hitting my skin. Your lips slightly parted. Not even a slightest frown on your face.
It’s been so long since the last time I saw you so serene.
I’ve spent countless evenings and long midnight hours, wondering what happened to you.
Why we stopped being the soulmates we used to be.
Why you closed yourself up, why you distanced yourself from me...
Now I know.
You’ve showed me what creeped in the corners of your soul.
You’ve allowed me to taste this addictive sin that bares your name.
Allowed me to give in to my own lusts, my own wants and desires.
You turn around in your sleep, one of your hands resting on my hip, holding it gently.
Some shorts strands of hair falling into your face, almost kissing the tips of your lashes.
You shelter yourself in yourso many ways.
With your hair.
With your nose-cloth.
Not wanting people to see you, to see the way you really are.
I smile at your sleeping face.
You’re beautiful when you are peaceful like that...
I wish I could wake up to this sight each single day.
There’s a shade of yellow creeping up the sky.
It will get brighter with each single second now.
You will wake up soon... along with the newly born sun.
Another today will begin.
No matter how blinded we are by yesterday.
That’s what I believe in at least.
You stirr again and I know you’re catching the last remains of your precious sleep.
Trying not to let go of whatever dreams spread behind your closed lids.
Not wanting to wake up at all, only drown in the sweet powder that night’s illusions are made of.
For a moment, I wonder what I’ll see in your eyes when you open them.
Will there be a swirl of emotions clouded by your sleep?
Or will I gaze into a pool of fear and shame, that you didn’t proove to yourself that you indeed are the perfect man...? Even if you are in my eyes.
Maybe ... I will see regret?
You burry your face into the crock of my neck and shoulder, whimpering gently as your fingers dig into my hip. Desperately clutching to the last threads of sleep, as they slip away...
Your body warming up, your breath becoming flat.
Only by the way you suddenly freeze I know you are awake.
My arms around you tighten, I don’t want you to move away.
I know you would, if only I’d let you.
Your body trembles slightly as realization hits your mind.
“Morning” I whisper into your hair.
Even if my biggest wish right now is to claim your rough lips.
You mumble your greetings back, still not looking up at me.
I want to.. I need to see your eyes.
Your hand soothes my side, the touch somewhat shy.
So unlike you, in the same time so much you.
“I thought... I’d wake up.. without you. Only with consuming memories...” your sigh leaves me breathless.
I give in to my wish.
Pulling you atop of me as you immediately respond to my kiss.
Pouring yourself into me, making my head spin.
Making me want you so badly again, as I can only surrender to the feelings you awake deep inside me.
I feel your grunts that are formed in the back of your throath.
You greedily swallow my silent moans, as your body presses down on mine.
Your kisses making me so delightfuly submissive.
We’ve been the same all through the years.
Paining something so forbidden, so tempting, that was still inchs next to us.
I only needed to reach out my hand to touch you.
You only needed to look at me and I would be at your side.
My fingers sinking in your hair, one hand pulling, bringing you closer.
I’m desperate right now.
To feel you through and through.
To taste you for all those moments we already could have shared, but denied to ourselves.
To make you realize that the poison in your body is also in mine.
To make you understand what I feel.
I can feel you whisper my name in this troathy way only you can speak.
Forcing me to open my eyes.
My breath lost again somewhere as I drown in your eyes.
You grant me a look full of a fearful desire, a passion that can only be matched by mine.
“I can't promise you anything...” you lick my lips, than I feel you nibble only a moment later.
I don’t want anything but you...
“I can’t promise you a safe tomorrow...I can’t offer you a bright future” you tremble again as you speak.
I never needed your words more than I do now.
Do you know that I...
“I want you” I moan lightly, my fingers pressing into your shoulderblades “Now. I don’t want a future that’s bright, but has no dimmed yesterday’s or dark todays with you....”
My words are cut off by your insatiable lips.
Maybe we are making things more and more worse for us.
Maybe we won’t be able to cope with this.
Maybe our future will end sooner than we predict.
But as you kiss me like there’s no tomorrow..
As you make me as alive as this new, reborn day..
I can’t care less for what the future will bring.
With you, only now matters.