For starters,
OMG ZETTE'S GOING TO PLAY IN GERMANY IN JULY!!! *squeals and bounces around*
Second thing:
MICHA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! *huggles kiddy*
Third thing:
Work was a BIATCH. Really tiring this year.
Photos coming up as soon as Agatha sends them to me.
Four thing:
I won that firs to contest on
gazette_yaoi O_o
who would have thought....I was so damn surprised by that!
Fifth thing:
here's the second part for the newer challenge
Reita x Uruha as usual. Theme #1: Lust, #2: where to go from here
I expose my body all the time.
Showing more or less skin.
Frosting my lids and lips with make up, being a tease, being what everyone expects me to be.
The sexy one...
Making people want me is not a hard task, I can see how their eyes burn when they lay them on me.
Wanting me, desiring...
But nothing could compare to those two coals that ripped everythng apart, reaching down to the very core of my human being.
Setting my skin ablaze.
Making my heart freeze and burn in the same time beat and stop the very same second.
When he called me, I felt something rise inside me, worry mixing with other feelings I dared not to name.
When he asked me to come over...
Who I was to deny....?
My body ached with each single meter as I ran down the streets, the rain ice cold against my skin.
My legs carried me on their own as I saw his figure.
Limply seated on the floor, crimson tears of flesh running down his arms.
And those burning eyes as he looked up, when my fingers touched him.
I never wanted him more badly then right then.
Maybe he was surprised when I kissed him.
Maybe taken aback.
But it didn't last long.
His figners burried in my hair, pulling m down more, pulling me to him more, as he fed himself on my little gasps and moans I couldn't help but let out.
His lips meshing against mine almost feverishly.
His tongue caressing mine, making me surrender to him, making me melt with each soft stroke of the silky tissue.
The taste of his blood that still gushed from his rough lip causing my world to spin.
I hear the thunder roll off the skies as he pushes me down to the floor.
His lips murmuring my name, as he licks and nibbles on my skin, his hands wandering to the rimm of my shirt.
Slipping underneath without any hesitation.
My body shivers violently.
I want him, I want him so bad it hurts.
Always did...
I grunt his name out as the shirt suddenly comes loose and slids down my arms, his mouth reciving even more to ravish.
My own hands tug at his, and it's off in a blink of the eye.
There's a trail of crimson down his arm, a lone river of his blood that I didn't touch.
Standing out in deep contrast with his pale skin...
His frame pressed against mine, as my hands explore his body, one I've seen a thousand times already, yet never had a chance to touch so freely.
Maybe this is wrong...
Wanting him, desiring him...
But if so...this has to be the right kind of wrong.
Because nothing ever felt more perfect then slowly melting into him, as each of his caresses seems to rise a newer and higher flame in me.
His fingers strong and rough, delicate and smooth in the same time.
His lips persistant and hungry.
His voice...deep, rumbling against both of our chests as a hoarse whisper leaves his mouth every now and then.
As it washes over my ears and makes my soul crumble in the most enjoyable, delighftul way possible.
The rain heavies, icy blue lighting cuts the sky as the air around us gets heavy.
Thick with the deep moans.
Wet with our moistened skin, with out slicky bodies.
My hands impatient as they work on the fly of his pants, then push them down his legs.
Then back to mine, do the same...
His eyes boring into mine, maybe he's hesitant, maybe he's surprised, as hell he doesn't show that...
His lips crush agianst mine, as his hands lift me up, strong and sure.
I would surrender to him yet again, if I haven't done that already....
Once again he literally feeds himself on those noises I make...
Then moves to my neck, leaving a trail that burns on my skin, as he nibbles not too lightly, then licks it.
I throw my head back suddenly, seeing once again a icy lightning cut through the clouded sky, and try to catch any breath, my fingers clenching on his shoulders.
I feel his skin break under my grip, I feel more blood run down the strong arms...
My lips dry as I take in large gasps of air, our hips slowly rocking at first.
A sensual dance on the verge of heaven and hell itself.
His hands distracting me from the amount of feeling and emotions that flood my body and head, my heart and soul.
His words whispered and grunted, his kisses, licks, his gentle moans...
His body slowly becoming mine...
I don't know what will happen later on..
I don't know if we'll ever be able to look at each other again.
To play next to each other, to undress, to joke to laugh...
My body shivers and trembles, shaking like a wind that dances in the cold Autumn wind.
I feel his bloodrush through my veins, I hear his heart beat in my ears.
People wanting me is fun....
Making him want me seems like the greates sin I have ever comitted...
But as long as I can remeber... his eyes were on me.
And he was my forbidden fruit that I wanted more and more with each passing day...
My eyes snap open as his mouth catches a voiceless scream that bubbles up from the very bottom of my being.
My body tense for the briefest second, my mind switching off in the blackness of the night.
There's nothing around me for a moment but warmth...
I didn't realize I closed my eyes untill he whispers to me to open them.
They're heavy, more then they have ever been...
His face right above mine, his eyes less cloudy, less hazy.
His lips trembling, as they brush against mine as he whispers something.
A wetness on my cheek, and I then see a single tear drop that slides down his face...
...washing our lust-filled sins away....