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So...right now I'm home and didn't go to practice due to the fact that I have to work on some things for school. Such as my stupid "dream home" for Spanish, summer reading, and study for my Band MidTerm. ew.
But yeah, I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. I have soo many emotions, and I overthink so many things. The littlest things get my angry. Or maybe they aren't so little? idk now anymore, and I am seriously trying to get over EVERYTHING. If only i knew how...And today, I realized, that I want to move to California with my dad...like NOW. I think that would be good, for me. The only thing holding me back really is my family. That might sound selfish, but it's the truth. Of course, my friends have a position in there too, I'm just not sure how much of a position. My friends know how much they mean to me, I just don't know how much I mean to THEM. Idk, that didn't really make sense. Like everything in this paragraph..but I'm a very confused girl. So deal. Sometimes I just don't think certain people don't know how much I love and care for them, and I only wish that they could show their appreciation back, if they have any.
Well, I better go...Do this shitload of work. Which might take awhile, since I have soo much crap on my mind.
But yeah, I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. I have soo many emotions, and I overthink so many things. The littlest things get my angry. Or maybe they aren't so little? idk now anymore, and I am seriously trying to get over EVERYTHING. If only i knew how...And today, I realized, that I want to move to California with my dad...like NOW. I think that would be good, for me. The only thing holding me back really is my family. That might sound selfish, but it's the truth. Of course, my friends have a position in there too, I'm just not sure how much of a position. My friends know how much they mean to me, I just don't know how much I mean to THEM. Idk, that didn't really make sense. Like everything in this paragraph..but I'm a very confused girl. So deal. Sometimes I just don't think certain people don't know how much I love and care for them, and I only wish that they could show their appreciation back, if they have any.
Well, I better go...Do this shitload of work. Which might take awhile, since I have soo much crap on my mind.