Jun 04, 2005 20:33
Hi again. I'm not really doing much of anything right now. Tiffany is talking to andrew on the phone and their both like crying. It makes me sad. I keep thinking about how much i miss Jon. I don't know why because he hurt me so much but it just does. :( I am for some odd reason having alot of issues with my life right now. It has been going on for a while now. I don't know I just feel like I'm not good enough. I know you're gonna think I'm stupid and tell me that I am good enough but I don't know. Why does life have to be so confusing and painful? At times I feel like I'm gonna cry for no reason at all and I'm starting to scare myself. I probably sound emo right now and right now I probably am. I'm just so depressed that I don't know what to do. I need some advice so if anyone of my friends read this please comment on it!!
~<3 Ali Marie~