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my family is going to shit. i am worried about them and my own sanity. basically i don't want to go home for two weeks to be told i am the reason for all of their stress and possibly they might be splitting up. gorgeous. awkward. they told me they won't support the career that i am pursuing at all either - i have spent hours in the library researching paid internships and grad school. i'll do it own my own; that doesn't bother me. i feel like i am drowning from the lack of support and negativity toward my passion. it is depressing and warying to constantly defend it. thank god (well you know what i mean for those of you that know me) for my friends that get me. if my family brings up money one more time (4 phone calls w/in the 9 am hour alone today) i will scream.