unpacking
I haven't unpacked yet, so I'm going to journal here instead.
Today was good, for the most part. I'm just so on edge, super jumpy. I hate it. I need to let go of all of this uncomfortable feeling and move more fluidly, but I'm so tense. I 'm so stressed and dreading everything that I see in front of me for the next few days. It is rough. Really rough. And I'm takinng it out on people around me. That's the worst part, really.
I can do this. I just have to make it through these next few days. And I can. And I will. I just have to remind myself that I CAN AND I WILL.
I'm so uptight that I feel angry. And typing doesn't do feeling justice. I understand the need to really use my hands to lets some of this stuff go. So here I go.
-Ali
Today was good, for the most part. I'm just so on edge, super jumpy. I hate it. I need to let go of all of this uncomfortable feeling and move more fluidly, but I'm so tense. I 'm so stressed and dreading everything that I see in front of me for the next few days. It is rough. Really rough. And I'm takinng it out on people around me. That's the worst part, really.
I can do this. I just have to make it through these next few days. And I can. And I will. I just have to remind myself that I CAN AND I WILL.
I'm so uptight that I feel angry. And typing doesn't do feeling justice. I understand the need to really use my hands to lets some of this stuff go. So here I go.
-Ali