perhaps it's the weather change

[ali_g_m]

so much pain
so much bloody pain
i've been stuck in bed for two days now
minus a couple trips to go out and see if moving around felt better which it did not
it hurts like hell just to sit here
and i can't keep taking medication like i've been taking it

i have to pick lindsay up soon so she can be done house sitting but i don't know what time
or the details because heaven forbid they tell me what is actually going on

or not tell me until an hour until i'm supposed to be there
i now get to pick up flowers for them
when in turn one who usually house sits recieves this kind of crap

oh well
i'm still tired
i'm grumpy
my stomach is feeling so gross
and yeah i'm tired

there needs to be a magical thing that can cuddle you and not judge you at all and go away when you don't need it anymore then come instantly when you need it again

perhaps that will be my lifes goal