::sadface::

[ali_g_m]

mandy is gone now
it's weird
i'm home alone for the first time in a good long time
and it's weird not to have someone to talk to if i get bored
or bore to death cause i'm sick and sleepy at the stupidest times

haven't slept yet [it really doesn't count when i say that]
things are just starting to sink in now
hopefully i will fall asleep before i start crying

lindsay was crying at the bus station
i'm sure later today the pets will be looking around for her all day
katie will be sad cause no one will throw her toys around the same for quite some time
stupid mandy stealing my dogs affections :P

my stupid body is fucking up bigtime
i'm sad
i'm cold
and i should go make myself tired
or take a bath and make myself tired.