this is how i feel, it does not need an explanation, if i have to i wont write anymore

[ali_cat_09]

i feel like i am doing it again... doing what i said i wouldn't do... i have been pretty good about talking about how i feel and putting my needs first before how i think others might react to how i feel... but i think the time has come for me to speak up,or i will soon blow up! i dont know why i feel so strongly about other people's situations, but i have tried soooooo hard to stay out of things except for what has been asked of me. i cant take it anymore, i dont want to know anything about anything. i dont care about whats going on because it is all very wrong to me. i dont know how else to describe it, i think its unfair and i think the whole thing sucks. i see what is going on from the outside and im sure it looks so much different to me than anyone else.

im really sick of the situations i have been put in and the ones i put myself in, and sick of the people i love being so unreliable and selfish.

sick of lies
sick of being used
sick of people asking me how i feel
sick of people not caring---

since you're so cool,
i wont be around you much anymore :(