hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption
so I gave him his Christmas present and I think he really liked it...he brought mine by on friday when he brought me lunch :) how sweet...I'm leaving tomorrow very very early...gonna be gone for a week :) I'm so excited!!! things will all be better when I get back, things will finally start to calm down and I can just chill. Plus maybe the drama will subside with crazy girl and we can both settle down a little...my parents are going to try and "work things out" so my mom with the slightest bit of hope in sight has totally resorted back to how she was when he left us...reading relationship books and wondering where SHE went wrong...it's really not healthy,if he blows this one again I will be severely pissed off. I went to exodus saturday night with sam and this girl krystal and her bf...it was so much fun, whatta blast! I love being old enough ;) but I don't enjoy being old enough to get hit on by ugly guys! haha before we went to the club I had dinner with kalia at olive garden and then we went to the trail of lights :) I feel like I live at his apartment because I'm there when he's at work and I like to sleep there rather than at home bc his bed is way more comfortable than mine :) I'm so spoiled it's horrible. haha this is stolen from jess...
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: ugh no, what a strange question
2. Ran away: yes but not for long
3. Pictured your crush naked: haha...pictured?
4. Skipped school: yeah too much
5. Broken someone's heart: Yes
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: Yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Of course
9. Broken a bone: nope
10. Done something embarrassing: haha all the time
11. Lied: everyone does, I'm just really bad at it and try not to
12. Cried in school: yes
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruffy or Clean shaved guys: clean shaved...if you know me you know thats true
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Doesn't really matter I'm a brunette, but I do usually go for blonde hair blue eyes...it's weird
19. Bitchy or Slutty: haha slutty
20. Tall or Short: short
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: oh god..either bob wawak or david nelson can't remember which
25. Worst Question To Ask: "what are you thinking" bc the first inclination is to say "nothing" and then you get the response "you can't be thinking nothing, you have to be thinking about SOMETHING" which you probably were but by that time you aren't thinking a damn thing
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: about an hour ago
27. Stepped outside: 5 min ago
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: olive garden, spinning under the christmas tree, laying in bed for hours just talking
30. Your Good Luck Charm: I guess I don't have one
31. Person You Hate Most: I don't really hate anyone
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: recently? meeting someone from my past again :) overall? I dunno lol
33. On your desk: oh goodness...tons of crap, makeup, letters, cds, pens, my phone...etc
34. Picture on your desktop: Me and Jenn
FAVORITE...
35. Color: pink and purple
36. Movie: pretty woman, pulp fiction, dirty dancing
37. band: dashboard, something corporate, senses fail, fallout boy, yellow card
38. Cars: um...dunno
39. Ice Cream: intense chocolate ;)
41. Food: chinese food...anything chinese, kalia is trying to convert me to thai food haha
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: samantha
43. Makes You Smile: kalia
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: kalia and jesse
45. Has A Crush On You: haha...I hope it's more than a crush
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: it is more than a crush
47. Who Has It Easier?: are there guidelines for this one?
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: jesse, thats why we try to stay away from each other a lot
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: possibly when I was 13...but nah, I don't play those stupid little games anymore...I know how to pick up a phone
50. Save AIM Conversations: I have yahoo and it has an archive
51. Save E-mails: yeah, pathetic eh? lol
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: nah
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: haha no way
55. Wear Perfume: yup
56. Kiss: mmm of course
57. Cuddle: yup :)
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: ha! no way, thats far too long...but my comp is always on with my messanger
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yes
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yeah thats bad times
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: lol if you only knew...
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: ew no way
63. Been Rejected: Who hasn't?
64. Been In Love?: yes
65. Been In Lust?: oh yeah
66. Used Someone?: Unfortunately yes...
67. Been Used?: yes
68. Dumped Someone?: Yes
69. Been Cheated On?: yes...that really didn't end well
70. Been Kissed?: yes :)
71. Done Something You Regret?: I could be cliche and say that I promised not to live with regrets but we all do things that we wish we could take back
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: kalia
73. You Talked To?: My sister
74. You Hugged?: kalia
75. You Instant Messaged?: autumn, lol last night
76. You Kissed?: kalia
77. You Yelled At?: ha, my mom
78. You Thought About: james...nvm...weird situation
79. Who Text Messaged You?: aaron
80. Who Told You They Loved You?: my mommy :)
MORE ABOUT YOU...
81. Color Your Hair? Yeah
82. Have Tattoos?: No..not yet
83. Have Piercings?: Ears..tongue, soon belly button
84. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yeah
85. Own A Webcam?: nope
86. Have a website?: nope
87. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: of course
88. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh?
89. Quack?: sure
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
90. Stolen Anything?: yup
91. Smoke?: yes
92. Schizophrenic? not today
93. Obsessive?: not really
94. Compulsive?: sometimes
95. Obsessive compulsive?: horribly so
96. Panic?: eh no
97. Anxiety?: yes a lot a lot a lot, bad anxiety attacks...
98. Depressed?: no
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: ugh no, what a strange question
2. Ran away: yes but not for long
3. Pictured your crush naked: haha...pictured?
4. Skipped school: yeah too much
5. Broken someone's heart: Yes
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: Yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Of course
9. Broken a bone: nope
10. Done something embarrassing: haha all the time
11. Lied: everyone does, I'm just really bad at it and try not to
12. Cried in school: yes
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruffy or Clean shaved guys: clean shaved...if you know me you know thats true
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Doesn't really matter I'm a brunette, but I do usually go for blonde hair blue eyes...it's weird
19. Bitchy or Slutty: haha slutty
20. Tall or Short: short
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: oh god..either bob wawak or david nelson can't remember which
25. Worst Question To Ask: "what are you thinking" bc the first inclination is to say "nothing" and then you get the response "you can't be thinking nothing, you have to be thinking about SOMETHING" which you probably were but by that time you aren't thinking a damn thing
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: about an hour ago
27. Stepped outside: 5 min ago
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: olive garden, spinning under the christmas tree, laying in bed for hours just talking
30. Your Good Luck Charm: I guess I don't have one
31. Person You Hate Most: I don't really hate anyone
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: recently? meeting someone from my past again :) overall? I dunno lol
33. On your desk: oh goodness...tons of crap, makeup, letters, cds, pens, my phone...etc
34. Picture on your desktop: Me and Jenn
FAVORITE...
35. Color: pink and purple
36. Movie: pretty woman, pulp fiction, dirty dancing
37. band: dashboard, something corporate, senses fail, fallout boy, yellow card
38. Cars: um...dunno
39. Ice Cream: intense chocolate ;)
41. Food: chinese food...anything chinese, kalia is trying to convert me to thai food haha
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: samantha
43. Makes You Smile: kalia
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: kalia and jesse
45. Has A Crush On You: haha...I hope it's more than a crush
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: it is more than a crush
47. Who Has It Easier?: are there guidelines for this one?
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: jesse, thats why we try to stay away from each other a lot
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: possibly when I was 13...but nah, I don't play those stupid little games anymore...I know how to pick up a phone
50. Save AIM Conversations: I have yahoo and it has an archive
51. Save E-mails: yeah, pathetic eh? lol
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: nah
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: haha no way
55. Wear Perfume: yup
56. Kiss: mmm of course
57. Cuddle: yup :)
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: ha! no way, thats far too long...but my comp is always on with my messanger
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yes
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yeah thats bad times
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: lol if you only knew...
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: ew no way
63. Been Rejected: Who hasn't?
64. Been In Love?: yes
65. Been In Lust?: oh yeah
66. Used Someone?: Unfortunately yes...
67. Been Used?: yes
68. Dumped Someone?: Yes
69. Been Cheated On?: yes...that really didn't end well
70. Been Kissed?: yes :)
71. Done Something You Regret?: I could be cliche and say that I promised not to live with regrets but we all do things that we wish we could take back
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: kalia
73. You Talked To?: My sister
74. You Hugged?: kalia
75. You Instant Messaged?: autumn, lol last night
76. You Kissed?: kalia
77. You Yelled At?: ha, my mom
78. You Thought About: james...nvm...weird situation
79. Who Text Messaged You?: aaron
80. Who Told You They Loved You?: my mommy :)
MORE ABOUT YOU...
81. Color Your Hair? Yeah
82. Have Tattoos?: No..not yet
83. Have Piercings?: Ears..tongue, soon belly button
84. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yeah
85. Own A Webcam?: nope
86. Have a website?: nope
87. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: of course
88. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh?
89. Quack?: sure
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
90. Stolen Anything?: yup
91. Smoke?: yes
92. Schizophrenic? not today
93. Obsessive?: not really
94. Compulsive?: sometimes
95. Obsessive compulsive?: horribly so
96. Panic?: eh no
97. Anxiety?: yes a lot a lot a lot, bad anxiety attacks...
98. Depressed?: no