Lonely
Lately I've been feeling really lonely. I feel like everyone has someone but me. I just want a boyfriend. . someone that loves me for me and that wants to be with me. Its not enough to just have friends. . I actually want someone to be there for me ya know. I dont think I will ever find someone though because no one ever likes me. . i'm always just the girl that is friends with all the guys but never has a boyfriend. I dunno. . I guess lately i've just been feeling like no one really cares about me. Like all anyone ever does is take advantage of me. . and no one really wants to be my friend at all. I mean, I wouldn't wanna be my friend either. I'm loud and annoying and yell at people. I dont mean to, I just feel like if i'm not. . then everyone would just ignore me. I dunno. . I've just been feeling kinda down lately. Hopefully i'll feel better soon. Until then, I might be a little cranky for a while.