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so this kid geoff keenan died. he committed suicide. he was in my grade. i feel so horrible. i really only talked to him a few times. one time he was sitting at laura anns lunch table and i asked him if it hurt to pierce his eyebrow and he said no. i feel so bad for lindesy and maria like everyone is sending them death threats and lindesy cant even go to his funeral. that is so shitty. idk this whole thing is like confusing me. i feel so bad and i barely knew the kid. i know lexie was upset about it and i felt bad for her. i think the thing that gets me is how depressed i was last year and no one noticed. no one cared. u know and like now its weird. i would never commit suicdie. but i do remember last year being so depressed i would consider it. idk life is good now tho. i have jake who is amzing and i love him. and school is good. i got accepted into manhattan college. so thats good. im going to florida in april. im graduating soon. the only bad things are that ms janiga is having shoulder surgery and not going to be here for a month so i mean prom stuff is kinda stresfful. i really do want to go to this kids wake but i owuld feel like a poser cause i mean i really wasnt his friend. idk. this week has been a rough one.i jsut want to watch american idol. haha