Feb 02, 2006 20:10
Hey...lately ive been feeling soo stupid like the whole world is smarter than me...idk its weird...at least today i could actually concentrate...idk this week has basically suxed...i feel so lonely sometimes...like as much as i hated having a bf b/c of all the drama i miss that securtiy...i wish i could find someone...im over jake like really over him its just weird seeing him and not even saying hi but i guess thats just me....i tend to fuck things up for no reason im good at that...tomorrow is a bio quiz and i have no idea how i am goin to do...i really wish i could play the guitar...i want to take lessons really badly...mr graca called me a nerd today in geometry...i agree...i need a life but its too much work....i wish i could sing too...so my life right now sucks and im not happy...but w/e ali