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Alot has changed since the last time i wrote...for starters im dating freddy..for two weeks now..i was soo happy about it and our song is lost in this moment w/ you by big and rich...he is a really sweet kid..not the greatest looking..we havent really been able to hang out that much tho and i have this stupid baby for human development..alana and jake are dating..and now im best friends w/ his ex gf abby hahahahah got to love that..i hate alana but shh haha and me and rebecca lee are soo cool now its great...idk i kinda feel like more of friends w/ freddy but idk maybe that will change..we've kissed, its weird tho cause hes never had a gf before and i dont wnat to break his heart...but if this isnt going to work out then y should we make it go longer idk...i think it will be fund during the summer to have someone to hang out w/ considering none of the band people are going to invite me to go places now that its extremely awkwared hahah but w/e...wait until alana and jake break up that should be interesting hahah but w/e...i think i want to wait things out w/ freddy tho cauxe im one of those people who if i dont see u alot i loose interest...but i know ill see him more in the next month or so so i think im gonig to wait it out who knows he could be the lvoe of my life hahahah probally not..and even if i were to have dated adam he goes to portugal for a month in the summer...i never could have handled that so im happy it didnt work out...its still weird tho to thinki wasted sooooo much time liking him and nothing ever happened but oh well shit happens...im happy to have f reddy i just hope my intentions for dating him were right...i think this summer shall be interesti9ng especially if i get this job at doctor feiers office...oh ya me and courtney are like mad close now again and its really great to have a bbff again haha i missed her and stuff...me and bryan got into our first fight..i guess when im in public w/ him i ignore him and shit which i never meant to do...i mean we are cool now its just like wtf he of all people needs to learn to shut the f uck up and hes all like i accept everyone well then except me...idk i hate when guys get pmsy its like shut the fuck up hahhhaha ....oh well...cant wait for finals to start/be over and for summer to get here..ill probally be working all summer and hopefully ill get my license soon idk considering ive almost killed the guy...laura moved to new york in queens...so i prob wont be seeing her as much..its weird to think that she is now a college graduate...i wonder wat shes going to do like the rest of her life...w/e she has mad good luck so idr worry about her too much...i wonder where im going to go to college idk i kinda wnat to go to weslyan laura wants me to go to nyu hahah idk will see where i get into first i guess hahah..kk ttyl