Friday night boredom
Hmm well its friday night and no im not out w/ friends partying or doing something most fifteen years old do...instead im home reading and listening to music b/c no one has asked me to do anything like normal...god i dont understand when i had a bf i had so many plans i actually had to deny some of them but now nothing nada i did my spanish hw on a friday thats just weird...well thats just how i roll i guess...i hope once i get to college ill have a banging social life and then idk it will be great...i mean its not like i mind just chilling im not a partying type its just sometimes i reallly think i have no friends and sometimes people joke about that to me and im like well yea ur right...i mean i guess it kinda hurrts when i think about it but w/e ive dealt with worse shit in my life...tomorrow i have to work which kinda suxs cause i have to get up early and then sunday i have church again whichis gay just well b/c...hmm i really want a bf but idk theres no one to like....idk i guess right now im at an awkward stage of life lol...i wish i could find a new band or something to interest my time...well idk wat else to say so good bye