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I just realized something
I don't matter.
I never will matter.
All that is wanted is for me to begone and away from them
And Ill never have that family love again.
Wow and that's a really self defeating set of statements there, but unfortunately as far as my family goes it is the truth that I need to accept. Don't think I'm going to go run out and do something stupid because of it, Ive always sorts known, Ive never had it click so solidly and irrefutably.
I think it may be time for me to give up and just go.
I think it may be time for me to let it all go.
I think it's just time for me to go.
I don't matter.
I never will matter.
All that is wanted is for me to begone and away from them
And Ill never have that family love again.
Wow and that's a really self defeating set of statements there, but unfortunately as far as my family goes it is the truth that I need to accept. Don't think I'm going to go run out and do something stupid because of it, Ive always sorts known, Ive never had it click so solidly and irrefutably.
I think it may be time for me to give up and just go.
I think it may be time for me to let it all go.
I think it's just time for me to go.