oh wow.
i was sitting here.. holding on to mr.mcgee.. and listening to this stupid ass song that reminds me of no other than brian allen.. i realized exactly how much i don't need him.. and exactly how long ive actually been over him. i mean.. i kinda knew i was.. i guess i just didn't wanna believe myself because ive liked him for so long and these people push him on me... like without him theres no me or something. well.... the boy.. yahh<33 the boy.. its weird.. because for like.. the past.. 4 days ive thought of no other boy but him.. maybe its just the first initial reaction to meeting him.. but its different. ive forgotten about most of the others that i supposedly "love".. or w/e.. pff and concentrate more on the ones who mean the most to me. like my friends.. not these stupid little boys. prob... because he makes me feel like i could be completely happy without telling myself a lie.
which im pretty gosh darn good at lying.. but thats besides the fact..
anyways.. i had school today.. after a 4 day weekend.. and it was wednesday today.. which meant that i had extended homeroom for activity schedule.. but we all stayed in homeroom to work on our graduation projects..
then i went to culinary arts and did nothing because im done w/ my project.. then i went to english and jim wouldn't even look me in the face.. i wonder why? pff w/e.. then umm lunch. idk.. i felt weird at lunch idk why though.. then i had french and i had to present my poster of chad lol.. i was voila le tchad! and i had to say something stupid like sa capitale est n'djamena.. WHICH I PRONOUNCHED AMAZINGLY and then i had to say something about .. attracion touristique c'est w/e lol.. and i said lake chad and she was like and that is? and i was like.. umm its a lake? and everyone started cracking up lol.. i don't think she heard me but thats ok shes stupid
..then i had math
and the day was over.
ik.. it goes by soo fast
then i went outside and got on the bus.. and realized i really don't like matt or eli all that much.. i just kinda.. want them.. but pff w/e lol.. their just the neighbor boys.. and their stupid potheads. and i don't need them because im .. happy?
ummmm im really bored right now and i should call my gpa to ask him if i can interview him for some stupid veterans day project i have to do and the rough draft is due friday and i didn't do it yet lol..
w/e
umm friday and saturday are hockey.. i don't think kelsies going friday.. idk if shes going saturday.. but other than that.. this weekend is gonna go by so fast..
<33 alicia
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which im pretty gosh darn good at lying.. but thats besides the fact..
anyways.. i had school today.. after a 4 day weekend.. and it was wednesday today.. which meant that i had extended homeroom for activity schedule.. but we all stayed in homeroom to work on our graduation projects..
then i went to culinary arts and did nothing because im done w/ my project.. then i went to english and jim wouldn't even look me in the face.. i wonder why? pff w/e.. then umm lunch. idk.. i felt weird at lunch idk why though.. then i had french and i had to present my poster of chad lol.. i was voila le tchad! and i had to say something stupid like sa capitale est n'djamena.. WHICH I PRONOUNCHED AMAZINGLY and then i had to say something about .. attracion touristique c'est w/e lol.. and i said lake chad and she was like and that is? and i was like.. umm its a lake? and everyone started cracking up lol.. i don't think she heard me but thats ok shes stupid
..then i had math
and the day was over.
ik.. it goes by soo fast
then i went outside and got on the bus.. and realized i really don't like matt or eli all that much.. i just kinda.. want them.. but pff w/e lol.. their just the neighbor boys.. and their stupid potheads. and i don't need them because im .. happy?
ummmm im really bored right now and i should call my gpa to ask him if i can interview him for some stupid veterans day project i have to do and the rough draft is due friday and i didn't do it yet lol..
w/e
umm friday and saturday are hockey.. i don't think kelsies going friday.. idk if shes going saturday.. but other than that.. this weekend is gonna go by so fast..
<33 alicia
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