I'm not all snarly today! Yay!
I think I'm going to get my sister to dye my hair a nice green. I'm bored with it right now and I've done blue, we'll see though, I might do some sortof multicolour thing - nothing subtle though, as I'm feeling decidedly jarring and bright.
I felt awful today as I gave a quick honest response to a request. No. I can't. But it felt bad, like I should destroy myself for others without minding. but no. I don't. I could. but I won't. Probably not that cut and dryed, but I choose to make it black and white because it prevents a fair amount of bad situations that I simply don't want to deal with. I hate the feeling of selfishness though. pah.
I really like Norm. Tyler and I are totally going to get him armbands that say stormin norman on them. It would confuse him and this would make me happy.
I want to go sailing with a strength of craving that is almost crippling.
We're all becoming the next generation of everything. I suppose that's very obvious, but it really hit me today watching tyler's back in the setting light of the sun, seeing Tillie, Chris and Piotr...we really are. Odd that it should strike me so strange, something that's so natural and normal.
I occasionally hate when people aren't aware of the fact that the person they're being nasty about is within hearing distance. On the other hand, sometimes it's awesome.
I have a mellow hippy guy who visits now. he asked me if I wanted a long list of things which included mushrooms and...oil...er...oil? I dunno. I like him though, he's soft spoken and moves slowly, like an old style draft horse, but built kinda like a warmblood. maybe an oldenburg.
Incidentally, Meghan, you are a friesen. Chris is an azul-teke (I think I spell it wrong). I think I'm a mix of quarterhorse and trakaner, maybe a bit of arab, but you can never really stereotype yourself accurately.
[edit] I am so having coffee tomorrow. [/edit]
I felt awful today as I gave a quick honest response to a request. No. I can't. But it felt bad, like I should destroy myself for others without minding. but no. I don't. I could. but I won't. Probably not that cut and dryed, but I choose to make it black and white because it prevents a fair amount of bad situations that I simply don't want to deal with. I hate the feeling of selfishness though. pah.
I really like Norm. Tyler and I are totally going to get him armbands that say stormin norman on them. It would confuse him and this would make me happy.
I want to go sailing with a strength of craving that is almost crippling.
We're all becoming the next generation of everything. I suppose that's very obvious, but it really hit me today watching tyler's back in the setting light of the sun, seeing Tillie, Chris and Piotr...we really are. Odd that it should strike me so strange, something that's so natural and normal.
I occasionally hate when people aren't aware of the fact that the person they're being nasty about is within hearing distance. On the other hand, sometimes it's awesome.
I have a mellow hippy guy who visits now. he asked me if I wanted a long list of things which included mushrooms and...oil...er...oil? I dunno. I like him though, he's soft spoken and moves slowly, like an old style draft horse, but built kinda like a warmblood. maybe an oldenburg.
Incidentally, Meghan, you are a friesen. Chris is an azul-teke (I think I spell it wrong). I think I'm a mix of quarterhorse and trakaner, maybe a bit of arab, but you can never really stereotype yourself accurately.
[edit] I am so having coffee tomorrow. [/edit]