yesterday was so trippy....
so i went to my friend chris rices house... something i shouldnt have done... because from the start i didnt want to go... he was sayign that robert might be there and that he didnt want drama, so from the start there was somewhat of a tension. Well I get there and the wierdest day of my life happened...i met up with this one girl who i had been close to for so long... and then she said some things that were kinda shocking... totally unexpected.... But yea then this other girl comes... that came into my life right after the first girl i was talking about... I was pretty stoned so i started thinking... Two girls , one during a time of innocence... one during a time of not so much innocence... I thought about my life... and then i was getting mad cause this one guy didnt know how to treat his guests... he kept punking me and shit... not cool... but yea how come this happened? I made out with the girl who i ahdnt talked to in so long... and then i felt like briget was trying to get me to be with mariana? pretty trippy...(oh i decided to use names cause i found no point in doing that shady shit.) but yea i guess i shouldnt try and be close to any girl anymore because in the end i just end up getting used... I feel that i was too mature in thought since the beggining with both of those girls... i tried to treat em like they were the shit... i cared for them... and blah blah blah... and now its like what was the point? I think I did ok though... My mind was just too ahead of itself... and now ive decided to stop everything... myspace... and like trying to talk to people... id figure that if people wanna talk to me athen it will happen... I dont know what to do though... but im just going to chill for a while