Jan 12, 2012 06:47
I just had a dream that I went to a show with Adam and Taylor and that at the show, I was having a great time, I had a coat hanger still attached to my clothing, so I mingled and met people and as I moved on I would attach my back to a wire and zip myself around by shifting my weight. One band played outside , then the other band played inside, Adam and Taylor seemed to be having a good time as well, but then my ex girlfriend showed up and I got nervous, before realizing she was there I walked inside to see the band play and stared at the band, not seeing her or realizing that she was about to do guest vocals for the band, I noticed her when I heard her say, "Daniel I hate you."And after hearing this I proceeded to leave the show. But was stopped at the door by someone who asked me If I had made a donation to the band yet, I quickly pulled out a twenty and tossed it into the bin. At this point, I heard her sing the final words to one of their songs. And told myself that had to leave. But somewhere in the parking lot she, along with her friends julia and Natalie stopped me, and though she looked upset, saying," I can't go anywhere" to which inreplied " I can't go anywhere either" and I asked, " hey can I speak with you, I will only be one minute, I swear" and she said " ok" and waived her friends off. And this is the point when I realized that, I was in a dream and not at a real show, because she then turned to me and smiled and said " you know I really don't hate you," and smiled and grabbed my hand to open it and place her's inside. I can remember being overcome with joy, feeling those same feelings which I felt almost a year ago which I have not felt since. We talked for a but and she told me all about what flowers she had been into lately and what the sky looked like that morning. And again I was bubbleing over with joy, to top it all off she kissed me, and we kissed a few times and it honestly felt real , then she stopped and said ok I have to go, I'll see you around and I smiled and waived and attached myself to a wire and moved off into the parking lot. When I got to my car Taylor and Adam were already there, drunk having a good time, and I decided not to tell them why I was so happy but better to just drive off. I had to drive past thousands of police cars which were surrounded by dogs, and got lost several Gomes before I woke up humming a lullaby I can't now recall. Ugh what a dream!!!