Oh That Was So Real.
I do these things now. Things i thought i would never do,
with people i who would never be expected to be in my group of friends.
Well, their not really friends, some are. and i cherish time with them.
but others are just hang out people i guess, but none of them know me,
and i don't really know them.
But we get together, we're nice to each other, we do crazy things, and we have good laughs.
..well crazy as in a little out of the norm to me.
It's not really comforting though, anything these days really.
Crazy nights i have with so many random people that somehow come together,
(I clearly fit in the least, i just pop in here and there, but they treat me no different.)
Plans I make, conversations I have, and future events to plan for to do it all over again.
Non of it is really notable.
Well i take that back; it clearly is noted here.
But only for the ironic fact that I'm writing of how non of it matters.
I used to have moments in my life, either full nights or maybe a couple minutes.
Or that exact moment taking only a second to make it significant.
Something so simple, yet so meaningful;
A deep conversation, a bonfire with the real deal; the friends, the laughs, not just hang-out buds,
or the realization that at that very moment you are happy.
You're with whoever, doing whatever, at whatever hour, but you can point that one moment out
and realize you, even for a split second, were happy.
A moment that is reminisced when a certain song comes on the radio.
A moment never forgotten, even years later.
And that song comes on. And you smile to yourself.
And you remember because it was real.
Something real that you could at one point reach out and grasp it in your hand.
I'd give anything to feel that again.
with people i who would never be expected to be in my group of friends.
Well, their not really friends, some are. and i cherish time with them.
but others are just hang out people i guess, but none of them know me,
and i don't really know them.
But we get together, we're nice to each other, we do crazy things, and we have good laughs.
..well crazy as in a little out of the norm to me.
It's not really comforting though, anything these days really.
Crazy nights i have with so many random people that somehow come together,
(I clearly fit in the least, i just pop in here and there, but they treat me no different.)
Plans I make, conversations I have, and future events to plan for to do it all over again.
Non of it is really notable.
Well i take that back; it clearly is noted here.
But only for the ironic fact that I'm writing of how non of it matters.
I used to have moments in my life, either full nights or maybe a couple minutes.
Or that exact moment taking only a second to make it significant.
Something so simple, yet so meaningful;
A deep conversation, a bonfire with the real deal; the friends, the laughs, not just hang-out buds,
or the realization that at that very moment you are happy.
You're with whoever, doing whatever, at whatever hour, but you can point that one moment out
and realize you, even for a split second, were happy.
A moment that is reminisced when a certain song comes on the radio.
A moment never forgotten, even years later.
And that song comes on. And you smile to yourself.
And you remember because it was real.
Something real that you could at one point reach out and grasp it in your hand.
I'd give anything to feel that again.