Hope
I'm happy.
nothing big really has changed, I'm just finally content with who i am
where i am, who I'm with.
I get down on myself a lot, and sulk with what i don't have
but if you can't be with the people you love, love the ones your with.
very true song. I've thought about about it a lot.
if they aren't there, it's their choice, and hey it means they just don't fit.
but i enjoy myself anyway, i have the ones that awkwardly do fit.
they care, and i care for them.
we do simple things, at simple times, with our simple legs (ironic enough)
we don't have a care to ride around to nowhere, we don't have much money to go places.
There is always going to be drama around, and I'm too tired with it.
my current surroundings get me away from all that, and I'm just chill with shit.
I don't have to change anything, I don't have to watch what i say.
I don't have to worry about being judged.
It's just what it is.
Over time you find whats worth working at, and what has no hope.
I stuck around too long. waiting for things that never happened.
Trying to be what I'm not. To impress the impossible.
But I'm tired now. My phone isn't ringing from certain people.
And it's alright. I'm happy.
The ones that do matter in my life, have stuck around, new ones are here.
And for how ever long they stick, I will cherish.
I've wasted too many months for the wrong people.
It's time to worry bout myself.
Its time to continue to build this relationship with my sister that is rising,
that was never there before.
It's time to show more respect for my mom, how ever strict she is.
Don't tell me she is crazy, or that no one's mom is as crazy as my mom.
She has good reason, and though it sucks at times, i need to respect that.
And i love her because she is loving me with her protection.
It's time to worry about my school work.
It's time to be content.
It's time to love the people who stuck around for the ride.
I love you all.
nothing big really has changed, I'm just finally content with who i am
where i am, who I'm with.
I get down on myself a lot, and sulk with what i don't have
but if you can't be with the people you love, love the ones your with.
very true song. I've thought about about it a lot.
if they aren't there, it's their choice, and hey it means they just don't fit.
but i enjoy myself anyway, i have the ones that awkwardly do fit.
they care, and i care for them.
we do simple things, at simple times, with our simple legs (ironic enough)
we don't have a care to ride around to nowhere, we don't have much money to go places.
There is always going to be drama around, and I'm too tired with it.
my current surroundings get me away from all that, and I'm just chill with shit.
I don't have to change anything, I don't have to watch what i say.
I don't have to worry about being judged.
It's just what it is.
Over time you find whats worth working at, and what has no hope.
I stuck around too long. waiting for things that never happened.
Trying to be what I'm not. To impress the impossible.
But I'm tired now. My phone isn't ringing from certain people.
And it's alright. I'm happy.
The ones that do matter in my life, have stuck around, new ones are here.
And for how ever long they stick, I will cherish.
I've wasted too many months for the wrong people.
It's time to worry bout myself.
Its time to continue to build this relationship with my sister that is rising,
that was never there before.
It's time to show more respect for my mom, how ever strict she is.
Don't tell me she is crazy, or that no one's mom is as crazy as my mom.
She has good reason, and though it sucks at times, i need to respect that.
And i love her because she is loving me with her protection.
It's time to worry about my school work.
It's time to be content.
It's time to love the people who stuck around for the ride.
I love you all.