I'm An Addict For Dramatics
Dreams again. We talk. I get to the end of my sentance but I can't speak. It's inaudible or my voice gives out. I don't know which.
She was on my mind today for the first time in a long time so I asked her a question. She answered by not answering. That's my answer. A gamble. Never being sure I'll ever know fact from fiction. A yes or no too hard? Ah well. That's not new.
Gave Haven his piece of my mind. He simply accepted it.
So calm lately but such trouble sleeping. It's annoying. Feels like I'm deteriorating but I can't feel it. So many are so happy I'm still alive. One day, I will be too.