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so i think i'm not going to use subjects anymore cause i always forget about that but anyway what i was going to write in here...
so this weekend we had a "blizzard" and i was couped up inside for all of it since my car is baing mean recently, and all weekend i pretty much in one way or another hated myself. not sure exactly why. actually i do. but i don't see why any of you should know. sorry. but today it was all better again. and thats all you really do need to know. isn't it?
right now i should be working on baums project. making a wine label. but i just don't feel that inspired to do so. maybe it's because i don't drink wine.
and i should be working on the illustration for dans class. but i just can't and i think it's because i don't feel it can be stylized at all. it just doesn't seem that fitting for the piece itself. i can picture it perfectly but i can't get it down to paper.
it frustrates me.
angers me.
makes me mad at myself.
i start working on it and all i feel is stress.
stressed.
i need to fix my car.
i need a $150 portfolio.
i need to get my work done.
...i just want to be happy...
so this weekend we had a "blizzard" and i was couped up inside for all of it since my car is baing mean recently, and all weekend i pretty much in one way or another hated myself. not sure exactly why. actually i do. but i don't see why any of you should know. sorry. but today it was all better again. and thats all you really do need to know. isn't it?
right now i should be working on baums project. making a wine label. but i just don't feel that inspired to do so. maybe it's because i don't drink wine.
and i should be working on the illustration for dans class. but i just can't and i think it's because i don't feel it can be stylized at all. it just doesn't seem that fitting for the piece itself. i can picture it perfectly but i can't get it down to paper.
it frustrates me.
angers me.
makes me mad at myself.
i start working on it and all i feel is stress.
stressed.
i need to fix my car.
i need a $150 portfolio.
i need to get my work done.
...i just want to be happy...