Feb 12, 2005 19:16
so i don't think i've been this upset in a while and it's all little things that shouldn't be bugging me as much as they are
it'll cost 1000 to fix Auron, so that's not happening, he'll be leaving and i'll be getting another.. i'll have to think of a name for him
mark was sooo excited about seeing me, or so it seemed, appears that his endeavors were non existant what so ever to this minute. maybe it'll change in a bit but for the 44 hours i've been back in edison no efforts were made.
i'm talking to pat and mark asked pat if he wasnted to hang out friday night pat couldn't. when i was driven home that night alexis' car was infront of marks house. ok fine we'll get together tomorrow.
yeah he was never online, replied to my away message, or answered his phone when i called, yeah mark thanks, you made me cry again. thanks for my mom who just came to hold me
it was good to see eri keljel and lora and derek
but maybe i shouldn't have come back this weekend
i feel ditched and used
rejected and unloved