Frak my life
so I have this job right...and I make more than all but one of my friends my age (23, 24 this year) and it can sometimes be really exciting but....
it's not what I want to be doing....but I'm reluctant to give it up:/ and I am SO SICK of Arizona I just want to go to California, Florida or New York
pref, Cali
but it's kind of scary to take that leap, and if I do that, and keep this job I don't know when I'll get a chance to do what i want to do, and if i QUIT this job, I'll have to find a way to make a living in an expensive state while also trying to get into my choice business....
I'm so strung out about all this that it keeps bringing back my depression and I'm starting to become a little concerned...
I just don't know anymore.
I need someone to tell me what to do with facts because my parents will side with keeping this job and probably staying in this state for security both financial and otherwise
but I don't want to be a sellout, I don't just want to be living to make money and not pursuing what makes me truly happy...but i also don't want to be out on the streets broke
My lease in the apt that I currently share with my roommates ends in june i believe, I haven't been at that apartment in 3 months because of this job
....i don't know anymore:/
it's not what I want to be doing....but I'm reluctant to give it up:/ and I am SO SICK of Arizona I just want to go to California, Florida or New York
pref, Cali
but it's kind of scary to take that leap, and if I do that, and keep this job I don't know when I'll get a chance to do what i want to do, and if i QUIT this job, I'll have to find a way to make a living in an expensive state while also trying to get into my choice business....
I'm so strung out about all this that it keeps bringing back my depression and I'm starting to become a little concerned...
I just don't know anymore.
I need someone to tell me what to do with facts because my parents will side with keeping this job and probably staying in this state for security both financial and otherwise
but I don't want to be a sellout, I don't just want to be living to make money and not pursuing what makes me truly happy...but i also don't want to be out on the streets broke
My lease in the apt that I currently share with my roommates ends in june i believe, I haven't been at that apartment in 3 months because of this job
....i don't know anymore:/