yabe~ My heart is getting out from its place again~! xD
aww... last saturday, the time that I saw Chii and HSJ, I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel some kind of...I don't know. but the next day, after i watched thier debut con and hsjump-ing tour again on the dvd, my obsession got back again. and then, I visited my friendster just a while ago,I visited the profile of a Chinen Yuri user (which is, I believe, is not the real him) and checked some new pictures. I already got the latest pictures in his profile, so I checked the 'gifts' album. I saw a lot of pictures in there uploaded by some other fs users. I got curious and asked myself, 'why do they have to pretend that this user is chinen yuri? Why do they still have to do these things? I guess it's not really worth it." But I also thought to myself that, not all fans or people have the same happiness. They're all different. hehe. hmm.. I don't know. But whenever I see those edited pictures. Pictures which is, Chinen is on the left side, and the girl is on the right side [or maybe the opposite], my heart gets ... weak.? I dunno what I should call it. But it's some kind of a feeling that is very hard for me to explain, coz I know that no one will listen to my stupidity. :( I still don't understand my feelings for him, but I know that it's not really true~! T^T there's no such thing as true love until you really meet that person you are referring to, right? haaaah. So does that mean that if I meet Chii, then my feelings for him is going to be true? haha. Okay, I'll stop doing these things. It just makes me look more stupid and crazy. haha. Well then. bye~ :)