....Not happy...
I'm so pissed right now. I feel like playing halo or call of duty so I can shoot someone in the head.
I sent out this message to a couple of my friends and i thought it was pretty funny. Like it was nothing against erin, it was against jessie if anyone. I almost feel like telling everyone that erin actually has herpes...
me- SO my friend John called me tonight and told me that erin has herpes. He went on to tell me that when Erin visited his friend, Jessie (the guy in her profile picture) they had sex then she told him that she had herpes. We felt pretty bad for Jessie for having sex with her then getting herpes from her. lol About 2 hours later Jessie calls me and tells me that john was lying, that they were just talking about herpes and that erin didnt actually have it... she just had a cold sore. The thing was that I had already texted austin and paul about it who gossip around all the time. So it had probably gotten back to her already by now. He freaked. I could hear John laughing in the background (when i told my mom she started laughing too). He was just hoping it wouldnt get back to jayce because then she'd be heartbroken that he had sex with erin instead of her.
ranada- What part of this is your business? Oh. that's right none of it... why do you feel the need to get in the middle of everyone's personal business and spread around shit that you know nothing about? You must just do it for the entertainment of watching people get hurt... and why are you talking to john and Jessie anyways?
mindy- Here we go..
me- hold up, i don't care what erin does. I just happened to be talking to austin and john at the time... him and paul are probably the only ones who know about it.
Also, erin broke jessies heart and has been painfully dragging him along since she got together with keith. John hates her. He hated having to spend all this time with the woman who broke his friend's heart and also fell in love with dakota.
john talks about erin to me cause erin isn't THAT great of a person if you hadn't noticed by the way she treated you.
ranada- its fine im not going to yell...
ranada- I just want to know why you take it upon yourself to spread this stuff....
and the way erin treated me isnt as bad as you.. who i thought was my friend.. it doesnt hurt as much from someone who never like you.. so yeah.. erin isnt a great person.. but you could stop the chain of not great people by not spreading this stuff around.. cause even if erin sucks.. she deserves her privacy....
me- I've tried really hard to be friends with you but this is the last straw. have fun being suck here in st. louis for another year without nik and glori. Maybe you'll make some friends that don't use you. I thought of you as a friend for a long time, and you've hurt me a lot so i'm sure the feeling goes both ways. This was a private thing between Jessie, John and I that I choose to tell you guys because I TRUST you. It didn't involve you, glori or even erin. Fuck, it could've been one of their friends and it would've still have been funny. It was a fail between Jessie and John... Erin doesn't have herpes. DUH. seriously?? you're going to defend her? I always thought more of you then that.
I'm done. You, Glori and Nik can go find someone else to take your anger out on then me.
while i'm messaging ranada back and forth, ranada decides to do exactly what she told me not to... which is to email this to glori and cause drama that way.
glori sent this- I really don't know whats wrong with you. I mean, defending yourself is one reason to say mean things about someone else (even though its still wrong)...but to do it just for fun and to spread details of someones personal life around to all your friends is just horrible. You're a horrible person Ally. Erin didn't do anything to you, yet you feel as though you have a right to tell everyone shit about her that you find funny just for the sake of gossiping. Did you ever stop to think about how you would feel if I started spreading rumors about you having STDs and telling everyone I know about your sex life? No. You didn't. Because you don't give a shit about anyone but yourself and impressing your friends.
I really can't believe I was ever friends with you. You don't care if anyone else gets hurt as long as you get something out of it.
Well fuck off Ally. Don't talk bad about my friends, just keep to your own friends. You disgust me how hard you try to get in everyone else's business.
ITS NOT YOUR JOB TO GET IN THE MIDDLE OF HOW ERIN LIVES HER LIFE.
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We have emailed back and forth now and its like a game of who can hurt who more?? Seriously? Why are we playing this again? we're both obviously heartless cunts so she needs to shut the hell up.... Who fucking cares anymore. It was over like the minute i sent it.
So yeah, I'm pretty fucking pissed right now. I feel bad about it too cause I was just thinking everything was over... I thought that we were all moving on with our lives. Like this happened when we were in high school and we're starting college soon so I never thought I'd have to talk to them again. *sighs* I need to find some drugs or something otherwise i'll never be able to get to sleep tonight.
I sent out this message to a couple of my friends and i thought it was pretty funny. Like it was nothing against erin, it was against jessie if anyone. I almost feel like telling everyone that erin actually has herpes...
me- SO my friend John called me tonight and told me that erin has herpes. He went on to tell me that when Erin visited his friend, Jessie (the guy in her profile picture) they had sex then she told him that she had herpes. We felt pretty bad for Jessie for having sex with her then getting herpes from her. lol About 2 hours later Jessie calls me and tells me that john was lying, that they were just talking about herpes and that erin didnt actually have it... she just had a cold sore. The thing was that I had already texted austin and paul about it who gossip around all the time. So it had probably gotten back to her already by now. He freaked. I could hear John laughing in the background (when i told my mom she started laughing too). He was just hoping it wouldnt get back to jayce because then she'd be heartbroken that he had sex with erin instead of her.
ranada- What part of this is your business? Oh. that's right none of it... why do you feel the need to get in the middle of everyone's personal business and spread around shit that you know nothing about? You must just do it for the entertainment of watching people get hurt... and why are you talking to john and Jessie anyways?
mindy- Here we go..
me- hold up, i don't care what erin does. I just happened to be talking to austin and john at the time... him and paul are probably the only ones who know about it.
Also, erin broke jessies heart and has been painfully dragging him along since she got together with keith. John hates her. He hated having to spend all this time with the woman who broke his friend's heart and also fell in love with dakota.
john talks about erin to me cause erin isn't THAT great of a person if you hadn't noticed by the way she treated you.
ranada- its fine im not going to yell...
ranada- I just want to know why you take it upon yourself to spread this stuff....
and the way erin treated me isnt as bad as you.. who i thought was my friend.. it doesnt hurt as much from someone who never like you.. so yeah.. erin isnt a great person.. but you could stop the chain of not great people by not spreading this stuff around.. cause even if erin sucks.. she deserves her privacy....
me- I've tried really hard to be friends with you but this is the last straw. have fun being suck here in st. louis for another year without nik and glori. Maybe you'll make some friends that don't use you. I thought of you as a friend for a long time, and you've hurt me a lot so i'm sure the feeling goes both ways. This was a private thing between Jessie, John and I that I choose to tell you guys because I TRUST you. It didn't involve you, glori or even erin. Fuck, it could've been one of their friends and it would've still have been funny. It was a fail between Jessie and John... Erin doesn't have herpes. DUH. seriously?? you're going to defend her? I always thought more of you then that.
I'm done. You, Glori and Nik can go find someone else to take your anger out on then me.
while i'm messaging ranada back and forth, ranada decides to do exactly what she told me not to... which is to email this to glori and cause drama that way.
glori sent this- I really don't know whats wrong with you. I mean, defending yourself is one reason to say mean things about someone else (even though its still wrong)...but to do it just for fun and to spread details of someones personal life around to all your friends is just horrible. You're a horrible person Ally. Erin didn't do anything to you, yet you feel as though you have a right to tell everyone shit about her that you find funny just for the sake of gossiping. Did you ever stop to think about how you would feel if I started spreading rumors about you having STDs and telling everyone I know about your sex life? No. You didn't. Because you don't give a shit about anyone but yourself and impressing your friends.
I really can't believe I was ever friends with you. You don't care if anyone else gets hurt as long as you get something out of it.
Well fuck off Ally. Don't talk bad about my friends, just keep to your own friends. You disgust me how hard you try to get in everyone else's business.
ITS NOT YOUR JOB TO GET IN THE MIDDLE OF HOW ERIN LIVES HER LIFE.
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We have emailed back and forth now and its like a game of who can hurt who more?? Seriously? Why are we playing this again? we're both obviously heartless cunts so she needs to shut the hell up.... Who fucking cares anymore. It was over like the minute i sent it.
So yeah, I'm pretty fucking pissed right now. I feel bad about it too cause I was just thinking everything was over... I thought that we were all moving on with our lives. Like this happened when we were in high school and we're starting college soon so I never thought I'd have to talk to them again. *sighs* I need to find some drugs or something otherwise i'll never be able to get to sleep tonight.