Mar 19, 2006 18:21
uuhhhhh
this weekend, nothing went as planned. absolutely nothing. but with some people, the fun makes itself <3
i can feel myself reclusing. i dont like it, but im tired of feigning normality. im a dodecahedron trying to fit in with a bunch of normal, less gay shapes. circles and triangles and the like. something like that. this analogy looked a lot better in my brain.
White Oleander..."Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels in allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointments. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way."
-Janet Finch (White Oleander)