Wow, overdue update.
Well Hi. I have not updated in quite the time. I think I spend most of my time online stalking people's myspaces, however I don't even have one of my own cuz I don't know how to hook up my camera to upload any fucking pictures. Anyways, I figured It's a good time to update, cuz I finished all the hw and my great amount of food that I ate tonight is preventing me from going to sleep.
So let's see...I guess I'll back track. This weekend was good and bad. Ok, no I take that back. It ranged from semi-bad, medeoker(sp?), to really good. It wasn't tooo eventful except for friday. Umm I don't know. I guess I don't really feel like typing everything I did, but if you are really that interested...You can ask me. So besides this weekend, School's going ok I think. Just like the same old thing everyday. And of course everyone has those bad days where you like see someone that you don't like or makes you really mad walking down the hall and it jsut makes your day 10 x worse. Yea I hate that. But ya knowww. I'm getting excited for Christmas. Although, I guess on the other side I'm not. I dont know, I guess you can say I'm one of those people who really doesn't like the holidays too much. I don't know, maybe i'd think differently if i had a big family, we all baked cookies together, went to get a tree, sang carols etc...
But nawww. I don't know, it's almost jsut like any other day. But my birthday's coming up so I'm kinda excited about that. Hmm...What else, sooo at the end of swim season all I could think was "God, I jsut cant wait till this is fucking over." But, now that it is I'm like sad. Ok yes every night it made me even more frustrated then the last night which was hard to do, but I dont know...I tihnk i jsut miss seeing all those girls every night. I hope we still hang out....(Karissa and Katie) as much as we did.
Hmmmm... What else. So I realized this past week/weekend I blow sooo much money on shit that I really don't need to. It seems like I haven't worked in forever, which I guess I should do...But ya know. I don't, I just realized that I really spend money on like stuff I guess I dont need to, and pay for stuff that I realyl shouldnt even be paying for. I don't know, maybe I should cut back on that a tid bit. Hmm, It was like really mixed emotions this weekends with everyone back home for break from college. Like it was cool to see everyone, and made me think of like last year. But at the same time, it was weird. Like there's tihngs sometimes, when you miss something when it's gone, but then when it's not you think....was it better like that. I don't know, it was weird I guess...i guess thats the only word, confusing who knows. Anyways. Ok also, I guess this could be a totally different paragraph, but I'll jsut slip it in. Ok, whoever is leaving those mean and rude comments on Jenna's livejournal, like needs to stop. That's not funny, its mean. And obviously people who leave comments like that on anyones, and claim "from your friend" obviously not a fucking friend. That is mean and you are obviously not her friend. Sooo just saying stop, cuz its fucking retarded.
Anyways...I can't believe it is already fucking december. There were times this year when it has gone by soo slow, but now that i look back...It has realyl gone by fast. This year, more then ever...I have realized soo soo much how people have changed. And no I didn't say bad, but jsut changed. It made me think like ok we're all going to college soon, and I still gonna talk to this person or that person? Am I still gonna be friends with her or him? I don't know it's like weird to think about. Also, I've noticed...compared to just weeks/months ago..I don't see some people as much as I'd like to. It's weird, I don't know. But, just...what I don't get. People still do this and it pisses me off. Don't cry about like not hanging out with someone if you don't make any effort yourself to see them...ya know. Another think I notice a lot lately, people lie. People lie alot, and yes of course I am an avid liar myself. I don't know, it's hard sometimes not to...ok thats bad, but the truth. I tihnk it's dumb when you lie very well your gonna get caught or its gonna fuck sometihng up. Ok yes I do that a lot, but I don't know. People are fake, they lie. I guess you just get over it.
I don't know, this year has already been soo weird, and its not nearly over. So I hope in the future I'll steer clear of making dumb mistkes too, those tend to happen sometimes. But I don't know. Well I guess I'll get back to looking a people's myspaces..etc...Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving and break.
<3Alex
So let's see...I guess I'll back track. This weekend was good and bad. Ok, no I take that back. It ranged from semi-bad, medeoker(sp?), to really good. It wasn't tooo eventful except for friday. Umm I don't know. I guess I don't really feel like typing everything I did, but if you are really that interested...You can ask me. So besides this weekend, School's going ok I think. Just like the same old thing everyday. And of course everyone has those bad days where you like see someone that you don't like or makes you really mad walking down the hall and it jsut makes your day 10 x worse. Yea I hate that. But ya knowww. I'm getting excited for Christmas. Although, I guess on the other side I'm not. I dont know, I guess you can say I'm one of those people who really doesn't like the holidays too much. I don't know, maybe i'd think differently if i had a big family, we all baked cookies together, went to get a tree, sang carols etc...
But nawww. I don't know, it's almost jsut like any other day. But my birthday's coming up so I'm kinda excited about that. Hmm...What else, sooo at the end of swim season all I could think was "God, I jsut cant wait till this is fucking over." But, now that it is I'm like sad. Ok yes every night it made me even more frustrated then the last night which was hard to do, but I dont know...I tihnk i jsut miss seeing all those girls every night. I hope we still hang out....(Karissa and Katie) as much as we did.
Hmmmm... What else. So I realized this past week/weekend I blow sooo much money on shit that I really don't need to. It seems like I haven't worked in forever, which I guess I should do...But ya know. I don't, I just realized that I really spend money on like stuff I guess I dont need to, and pay for stuff that I realyl shouldnt even be paying for. I don't know, maybe I should cut back on that a tid bit. Hmm, It was like really mixed emotions this weekends with everyone back home for break from college. Like it was cool to see everyone, and made me think of like last year. But at the same time, it was weird. Like there's tihngs sometimes, when you miss something when it's gone, but then when it's not you think....was it better like that. I don't know, it was weird I guess...i guess thats the only word, confusing who knows. Anyways. Ok also, I guess this could be a totally different paragraph, but I'll jsut slip it in. Ok, whoever is leaving those mean and rude comments on Jenna's livejournal, like needs to stop. That's not funny, its mean. And obviously people who leave comments like that on anyones, and claim "from your friend" obviously not a fucking friend. That is mean and you are obviously not her friend. Sooo just saying stop, cuz its fucking retarded.
Anyways...I can't believe it is already fucking december. There were times this year when it has gone by soo slow, but now that i look back...It has realyl gone by fast. This year, more then ever...I have realized soo soo much how people have changed. And no I didn't say bad, but jsut changed. It made me think like ok we're all going to college soon, and I still gonna talk to this person or that person? Am I still gonna be friends with her or him? I don't know it's like weird to think about. Also, I've noticed...compared to just weeks/months ago..I don't see some people as much as I'd like to. It's weird, I don't know. But, just...what I don't get. People still do this and it pisses me off. Don't cry about like not hanging out with someone if you don't make any effort yourself to see them...ya know. Another think I notice a lot lately, people lie. People lie alot, and yes of course I am an avid liar myself. I don't know, it's hard sometimes not to...ok thats bad, but the truth. I tihnk it's dumb when you lie very well your gonna get caught or its gonna fuck sometihng up. Ok yes I do that a lot, but I don't know. People are fake, they lie. I guess you just get over it.
I don't know, this year has already been soo weird, and its not nearly over. So I hope in the future I'll steer clear of making dumb mistkes too, those tend to happen sometimes. But I don't know. Well I guess I'll get back to looking a people's myspaces..etc...Hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving and break.
<3Alex