Phone notes
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08/??/2012
want to sleep. can't sleep. can't ever sleep. write the same sentence over and over. over the years it stays the same. its always the same. turn of phrase. quote. clever. kind of clever. less clever as time passes. the tricks can only remain a mystery for so long. illusions that are invariably discovered. nary an effort to continue the ruse. rip everything down to its base. forget all the importance of anything. remember none of the pertinent information. go to sleep. wake up ready to repress the day. knowledge to pass to future generations: … . can say sos in morse code but can't seem to understand myself. over sit. playful. back to basics as the well runs dry. maybe next time we'll make a break through.
take pills to know how to feel. take pills to take spills. take spills to take pills. feel like i want to be in control. wishes granted momentarily. tiny pieces of chalk covering up the blackboard with a pixie dust of sorts. everything is allwhite now.
09/18/2012 (K deficiency)
Banana brunch bunch
Banana bunch brunch
Bunch banana brunch
Bunch brunch banana
Brunch banana bunch
Brunch bunch banana
09/28/2012
Everyone always. Everything always. Nothing never. Whenever. Wherever. Bullshit. All bullshit. Posture. Post your. All mine. All the time.
Slouch. Louse. About the house. Meek. Like a mouse. Lose everything so I'm always surprised. Give everything. So I know I'm still alive. Ask for nothing. Wanting of everything. False modesty and fictional modus operandi.
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