My advice to you
Unravel your soul into a million ribbons of light. Take each facet, each ribbon, each strand of yourself and see its beginning, its middle, and end. Crush your ego. Turn it to dust. It preys on you, on me, destroys what is pure and true. Let the flower bloom, untie the knot, close your mouth, open your eyes, and you will come to find that we are all one mind.