Hmmmm so many thoughts but no words
I dunno....I am really tired and I have mass work to do and I am at work and I have two meetings tonight and crazy responsibility in fact thinking about all that makes my head spin and makes me just want to go to sleep right now and forget the world exists!
I'm sure things will settle down soon....I just feel the threat of imminent failure looming over my head like any minute now one of the 20 balls I am juggling will drop and then everything will crash down all at once....but it doesnt seem like anything is dispensible, like there is anything I can feasibly get out of....I'm just tired and hormonal....I'm sure it'll all work out soon!
Not sure what it is I have to say right now....my head is spinning from all the information in class plus constantly trying to remember where I am supposed to be next and so in the end what happens is I dont know if I am coming or going and I get nothing done and no sleep and let everyone down....how long can you keep just plodding along moving from one commitment to another and just scraping by?
Anyway I'm gonna quit moaning now....peace
I'm sure things will settle down soon....I just feel the threat of imminent failure looming over my head like any minute now one of the 20 balls I am juggling will drop and then everything will crash down all at once....but it doesnt seem like anything is dispensible, like there is anything I can feasibly get out of....I'm just tired and hormonal....I'm sure it'll all work out soon!
Not sure what it is I have to say right now....my head is spinning from all the information in class plus constantly trying to remember where I am supposed to be next and so in the end what happens is I dont know if I am coming or going and I get nothing done and no sleep and let everyone down....how long can you keep just plodding along moving from one commitment to another and just scraping by?
Anyway I'm gonna quit moaning now....peace