:) I'm back baby
I decided to give this a try again. I can't give up all the memories that lie within this website.
Today I enjoyed reading for hours for one of my classes. I hate being doing this but I really have to call my school and see if it's alright if I finish one class at a time. There is one class that requires online networking of distance ed students. Oh yeah, for anyone on here that doesn't know... I'm taking distance education classes from Northwestern College while living in Alexandria. Anyway, I really need to do that. I love distance ed classes, they're cheap and i don't need to be around people 24/7 with nothing to do (a.k.a. dorm life). The biggest thing is that I can be with Toni longer that once every two weeks. I am so in love with this woman it's crazy. In what situation would I ever want to be seperated from her?!
I broke my new s9000 Fuji camera... I dropped it... twice... in one day :) It was in it's case for your information! Nothing inside the camera is broke... there are 2 tiny pieces that hold the hatch closed where the batteries are inserted. But this keeps me from getting power to the camera... I suppose I could totally tape it on but how cool would I be then?
I also need to get my DJ songs in order. I totally screwed with my songs so I need to take all 700 or so songs for DJing and put them back in the folder it goes in. I really don't even like talking about Djing. I want to quit. My heart is not in it and trying to make people (and myself) happy at these dances is difficult. I have a few dances this next month so maybe I'll be getting a new computer, who knows. A new comp wouldn't work to well with the 56k internet connection. I take my money for granted way too often. Buying a new pedal, computer, amp, is no big deal. Going out to eat is fine, I just have to keep puting money on my debit you know. But having all this money makes it hard to tithe... for you who do not know what a tithe is, it is 10% of your income before taxes that you are suppose to give back to God. So sometime soon I'm going to give $300 to God and by the end of this next month I'll need to give atleast another $100. I'm not boasting by the way. I am glad I have money but I don't take pride in it. I am lucky to have a job that pays well, but I do not like it. I will be happy the day that I can just have one job that I go to everyday and never have to care about how to get people dancing at a wedding or what the latest hit song is. I really DON'T CARE. I don't want to be 53 and doing this still because my kids are going to college. Granted, my father doesn't have to do it, I rather him be less stressed and me having a little more debt.
Debt... that brings me to my next subject. I have no idea what I'm going to do next year. I have a tour (which I'm thinking as an interview) at Tastefully Simple on Tuesday. I will probably live in Alexandria if (God Willing) Tony and I get married, but I'll need a job. I hope so badly that I fall in love with Tastefully Simple; then I will finally have direction in my life and education. If I do fall in love, I just may need a business degree to get a job after a few internships. I can get a business degree anywhere... meaning I may not be attending Northwestern any longer. I LOVE NORTHWESTERN, don't get me wrong. But if I go back there I will most likely get an apartment because I am not fond of dorm life. And the people would be the only reason to go back. So far I have learned so much about God but I really been learning them from the books I've read and I don't ever have to stop reading books. Also, if I'm there I'm stuck there for another 3 years. I do not want to leave Toni for 3 years. I would never want to do that. Especially since it's 2 hours away. St. Cloud wouldn't be as bad. Plus any other college wouldn't cost as much. *I just prayed for God's help*. I need it. I don't want to worry but a lot is lieing on Tastefully Simple. It that falls through I have no direction and already have credits at Northwestern, so I'll have to go back. I just have to have Faith. It's hard when you're focused so much on many things and none of them are God. But he's here and I Love Him for that.
Hopefully tommorow I will finish Basic Principles of Biblical Interpretation. Most of the time I didn't find it helpful, but I read a lot today that really answered a lot of questions, especially about verses in the Bible that seem to contradict eachother. I Love these Christian Classes. God has brought me close to Him and coming home was a big challenge. He calmed me and helped me focus back on Him.
Well Goodnight.
Today I enjoyed reading for hours for one of my classes. I hate being doing this but I really have to call my school and see if it's alright if I finish one class at a time. There is one class that requires online networking of distance ed students. Oh yeah, for anyone on here that doesn't know... I'm taking distance education classes from Northwestern College while living in Alexandria. Anyway, I really need to do that. I love distance ed classes, they're cheap and i don't need to be around people 24/7 with nothing to do (a.k.a. dorm life). The biggest thing is that I can be with Toni longer that once every two weeks. I am so in love with this woman it's crazy. In what situation would I ever want to be seperated from her?!
I broke my new s9000 Fuji camera... I dropped it... twice... in one day :) It was in it's case for your information! Nothing inside the camera is broke... there are 2 tiny pieces that hold the hatch closed where the batteries are inserted. But this keeps me from getting power to the camera... I suppose I could totally tape it on but how cool would I be then?
I also need to get my DJ songs in order. I totally screwed with my songs so I need to take all 700 or so songs for DJing and put them back in the folder it goes in. I really don't even like talking about Djing. I want to quit. My heart is not in it and trying to make people (and myself) happy at these dances is difficult. I have a few dances this next month so maybe I'll be getting a new computer, who knows. A new comp wouldn't work to well with the 56k internet connection. I take my money for granted way too often. Buying a new pedal, computer, amp, is no big deal. Going out to eat is fine, I just have to keep puting money on my debit you know. But having all this money makes it hard to tithe... for you who do not know what a tithe is, it is 10% of your income before taxes that you are suppose to give back to God. So sometime soon I'm going to give $300 to God and by the end of this next month I'll need to give atleast another $100. I'm not boasting by the way. I am glad I have money but I don't take pride in it. I am lucky to have a job that pays well, but I do not like it. I will be happy the day that I can just have one job that I go to everyday and never have to care about how to get people dancing at a wedding or what the latest hit song is. I really DON'T CARE. I don't want to be 53 and doing this still because my kids are going to college. Granted, my father doesn't have to do it, I rather him be less stressed and me having a little more debt.
Debt... that brings me to my next subject. I have no idea what I'm going to do next year. I have a tour (which I'm thinking as an interview) at Tastefully Simple on Tuesday. I will probably live in Alexandria if (God Willing) Tony and I get married, but I'll need a job. I hope so badly that I fall in love with Tastefully Simple; then I will finally have direction in my life and education. If I do fall in love, I just may need a business degree to get a job after a few internships. I can get a business degree anywhere... meaning I may not be attending Northwestern any longer. I LOVE NORTHWESTERN, don't get me wrong. But if I go back there I will most likely get an apartment because I am not fond of dorm life. And the people would be the only reason to go back. So far I have learned so much about God but I really been learning them from the books I've read and I don't ever have to stop reading books. Also, if I'm there I'm stuck there for another 3 years. I do not want to leave Toni for 3 years. I would never want to do that. Especially since it's 2 hours away. St. Cloud wouldn't be as bad. Plus any other college wouldn't cost as much. *I just prayed for God's help*. I need it. I don't want to worry but a lot is lieing on Tastefully Simple. It that falls through I have no direction and already have credits at Northwestern, so I'll have to go back. I just have to have Faith. It's hard when you're focused so much on many things and none of them are God. But he's here and I Love Him for that.
Hopefully tommorow I will finish Basic Principles of Biblical Interpretation. Most of the time I didn't find it helpful, but I read a lot today that really answered a lot of questions, especially about verses in the Bible that seem to contradict eachother. I Love these Christian Classes. God has brought me close to Him and coming home was a big challenge. He calmed me and helped me focus back on Him.
Well Goodnight.