Holding ones head with elbows using the table as a crutch

[alexonguitar]

I feel like I want a relationship. I would like to be loved by someone. I've contemplated going for a girl that I've already even though I know that we don't work together... but she's so cute. I've thought about girls that I really don't know well at all, but at the moment I would put the energy into getting to know them.

My downfall is that I can't commit. I like flirting. I like having no commitment. I don't want a relationship with someone... but I do.

I'm not enjoying this feeling.