The Confessions Chapters 5 - 10

[alexolivialove]

Chapter 5: Torture

The next day, Olivia was nervous. She kept dropping her papers. Fumbling with her words, and she had to re-read every other paragraph of her paperwork because she kept trailing off onto thoughts of Alex. ‘How am I going to settle this? Should I just apologize and get it over with? Tell her I was just drunk? Who told her? Did she hear me? Gahh!!!!!’

A coffee was placed on her table. She looked up, “Thanks,” She said.

“You alright Olivia?” asked Elliot sitting down at his desk.

Olivia nodded, “Fine.”

“You look a little stressed, you sure you‘re all right?”

Olivia looked up from her papers and tried to reply, “Elliot, I’m fi-”

Alex walked in, she didn’t even have to see her, she could hear the tapping of her heels on the floor, and the tall blonde figure out of the corner of her eye. Olivia looked back down and pretended she didn’t notice. She felt like her stomach just dropped 10 floors and her heart started racing. She heard the tapping of Alex’s heels coming closer.

She tried to calm herself down, ‘relax Olivia, relax.’ She could hear the taps again coming closer to her.

“What’s up Alex?” asked Fin as he putting his pen down.

“I got your warrant,” said Alex in a pleasing tone, waving a file in her hand.

Olivia kept her eyes down at her papers. Her heart was beating so fast it was hard to breath. She felt at any moment that she could have a heart attack,

“For the mother‘s house? What’s our limit?” asked Elliot sipping his coffee.

A grin stretched across her porcelain face. She turned her body and face towards Elliot and Olivia’s desks. “Oh, you know, the usual. Kitchen tables..”

Olivia nearly snorted out her coffee that she had began to take a sip of.

Without missing a beat Alex continued, “Showers.. her bedroom. Apparently, she’s not a very good sleeper. She has a lot on her mind every night, so, I‘m sure most of the evidence would be in her room seeing how she doesn‘t get much sleep.” Alex said in a teasing voice.

Olivia’s face heated up, her mouth dropped and she turned her head away pretending to look across the room. She was biting her lip so hard that she thought it might start to bleed.

Fin, Munch, Elliot and Cragen just stared at Alex, all of the men with their arms crossed and their faces scrunched with curious raised eye brows. Elliot broke the mystery glares, “Soo, basically, Alex.. You’re saying, whatever’s in plain site…” said Elliot plainly to Alex.

It’s was a good thing all of the guy’s attention was set on a confidently standing Alex as she continued to smirk as she met eyes with each of the men, because Olivia looked like she was a few second from hyperventilating.

“Nicholas is due in court today, it would be good if you all came to shake him up a bit while he’s on the stand.”

The guys nodded. Fin spoke up, “We’ll be there Alex, thanks for getting the warrant so fast.”

Alex nodded to Fin then turned to Olivia, but she was gone.

Alex looked at the empty desk, then to Elliot, “make sure she comes.” And with that, Elliot nodded and Alex left.

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Chapter 6: THUNK!

A few hours later in court, the first row behind Alex sat a smirking Munch as he glared over at the nervous rapist at the opposite table. Then sat Fin, who sat tough in his leather jacket with his arms crossed as he looked forward. Next to Fin sat Elliot, who was glancing over papers reading intently. Then there was Olivia, who looked like she was being forced to watch the hottest lesbian porno ever made, and was trying to pretend it didn’t make her feel 100 emotions at once: embarrassed, uncomfortable, uneasy, and incredibly turned on. She rested her head on the palm of her hand, then she’d switch and run her hands through her short hair which at this point was messy and sticking out in cute little places. She looked like a nervous wreck. All Olivia could see was the back of Alex’s head. Her long golden hair was straight and silky. She could barely smell Alex’s perfume that rose Olivia’s blood pressure. She sighed out an aggressive sigh.

Elliot whispered to her, “Liv! Stop fidgeting.”

“ShutUpElliot!” She whispered in an aggravated tone.

“All rise for the honorable judge Petrovsky,” said the bailiff. Alex stood, as did the rest of the room. Olivia’s eye immediately ran down the rest of Alex’s body which was in a tight, pencil gray skirt that hugged her ass and legs and ended above her knees. Her blue button up blouse was covered with a gray form fitting suit top that buttoned snuggly at her waste.

Her black framed glasses rested perfectly on her face and Olivia felt her mouth water and her face burn from the hundreds of emotions that continued to run through her veins. Before she knew it, court was half way through and it was Alex’s turn to interrogate the rapist.

“Your witness,” said a condescending defense lawyer Trevor Langdon. Alex stood up half way, extending her ass out towards Olivia and showing off her long legs. Olivia licked her lips and breathed in slowly, then unable to exhale. Alex slowly turned and glanced at Olivia giving her an intense glare and subtly licked her upper lip. Olivia immediately felt her core become wet. She winced and brought her attention to an object across the room, she didn’t know what it was but it allowed her to exhale.

Before she knew it, Alex was almost done interrogating the man.

“So you claim Mrs. Chase refused to go home after the party, even though her boyfriend, your best friend, had called her, repeatedly, begging for her to come home to help him because he was so ill he couldn‘t get out of bed.”

The man replied, “Yes, she refused to leave.”

Alex stood there, she glanced to Olivia quickly, and replied, “And that must have really, set your nerves on fire.. didn’t it Nicholas?” Demanded Alex in a sly tone.

Olivia had had it. She dropped her head back in defeat & exhuastion, but not being use to the benches, she banged her head hard against the wood, causing a huge thunk that echoed loudly in the entire court room. Everyone turned to her. She subtly dropped two inches as she sunk down slowly in her seat, Munch, Fin and Elliot in unison turned to her and just starred with curious ’what the fuck was that’ looks on their faces. Olivia looked forward at the wall and just rubbed that back of her head. Alex turned to Olivia, seeing her rubbing her head, she quickly looked back to Nicholas.

“Yes, it did.” replied Nicholas.

“Nothing further your honor.”

Alex walked to her bench, attempting to hold back her laughter, but it didn’t work. The thought of Olivia’s head banging against wood in the middle of court caused her to cover her mouth as she subtly laughed and tried to hold it back. Olivia was not only intensely embarrassed, she wasn’t just immensely turned on, but she was now pissed. She was pissed off at Alex. Alex was having a field day at Olivia’s expense. Every word and every phrase Olivia had used that night, Alex was using in tidbits at work, and Olivia was done with the teasing and mocking. She was squeezing her hands together so hard they were starting to turn red.

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Chapter 7: Unfinished Business

After returning from court, Olivia was still agitated from the embarrassment, and excitement, from court. She walked into the precinct where Fin, Munch and Elliot awaited talking about the latest info on the case. Olivia swung off her black petty coat and threw it onto the coat holder hooking it on a hook perfectly.

“3 pointer,” joked Fin from his desk.

Olivia dismissed his joke and sat and huffed. She mumbled “shove it” so softly under her breath that the guys couldn’t hear her and they figured she was on the brink of insanity from sleep deprivation, or from whatever had been bothering her.

Munch and the guys just watched Olivia. They looked at each other, than back to her.

“So I’m moving to Alaska tonight,” said Munch sarcastically.

“Uh really?” replied Fin catching on to Munch’s joke.

“Yea, I’m hitching the whole way. Sold everything and bought a crack house up in Juno.”

“Ahh Alaskan crack, I hear it sells double than it what it does here.” said Fin looking at Olivia. Elliot just smiled. “Isn’t that right Olivia?” asked Fin.

Olivia snapped out of it looking up from her desk, “What?”

“Munch is hitching to Alaska to push Alaskan crack.” said Fin.

Olivia nodded unenthusiastically as she flipped through her papers, “Alaskan crack, yea that’s great.” she said not even realizing what she was agreeing to. The guys glared at her curiously.

Elliot opened his mouth, “Liv, what’s -”

“Started on the papers yet?” said a voice. Olivia looked up to see Alex.

“Not yet, we were just about to.” said Elliot sitting in his chair.

“Good.. Good.” She said looking over to Olivia. Olivia looked away and opened a file.

Olivia was already wet. She’s been wet all day because of Alex, and that also was starting to piss her off.

“Don’t get too comfortable, you’ll all have ample time to finish, after accompanying me in court tomorrow.” said Alex.

“I thought Jansen’s interrogation was next week?“ asked Elliot.

“What, helping you shake up a witness in the stands wasn’t good enough for you today?” asked Fin irritated that they had to return to court again to testify.

“Nope.” Alex responded. “Twelve thirty. Court house.” She said tightening her scarf looking at Elliot and then to Olivia, who kept her eyes down at her files.

The guys sighed. “You look rather ravishing today Alex, got a hot date tonight?” joked Munch looking up at her. Alex shook her head, “I wish. The thing is, I’ve been fantasizing all day about a hot shower. “

Olivia immediately dropped her pen that was in her hand and her face went dry with content, she ran her fingers so hard through her short hair that they left cute random locks of hair sticking out sideways, sticking upright, and patches of short strands down in messy bundles looking as if someone just blew dry her hair. Alex had to cover her lips from smirking as she caught the adorable hair of Olivia, but Olivia didn’t even notice because her eyes were widened with intensity at her papers.

Alex had to look away and speak to keep from smiling, “I’m just gonna try to get some sleep. I got a few more things to go over at the office, but eventually I’ll make it home.” said Alex.

Munch nodded, “We always eventually do.”

‘Well see you tomorrow Alex,” said Fin.

Alex nodded at the men who continued to read their files, then Alex glanced to Olivia whose short hair was sticking up in a million directions. She had to bite her lip from smiling, and Alex never smiled. She turned to Elliot, “Don’t be late.”

Olivia stayed busy pretending to read her files. Alex exited the precinct.

Olivia rummaged through papers.

“Liv, why don’t you go home and rest up before court. You’ve been on the Jansen case for three days now.

Olivia slammed the file shut. She was past irritated. “I‘m fine Elliot.”

Olivia couldn’t believe it. ‘How much longer will she continue to torture me?!’ thought Olivia. It was starting to royally piss her off. She pulled out her phone and pulled up Michael’s number to call to talk. She stared at it contemplating whether she should rely on advice from the person who got her into this mess in the first place.

She flung on her coat and walked to the elevator.

“where you going so fast?” asked Fin.

Olivia didn’t even turn to the men, she just answered, “Unfinished business.”

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Chapter 8: The Waiting Game

Outside was freezing. Olivia tightened her scarf around her neck and called Michael.

She leaned against the hard, brick wall of the precinct. “Hey you,” answered a cheerful voice.

“She keeps doing it Michael.” said Olivia sternly without a salutation.

“Who, Alex?”

“No, your boyfriend, you idiot,” Olivia snapped sarcastically.

“She’s still that bad?” said Michael’s voice sympathetically.

“Michael,” Olivia sighed, she could see her breath turn to clouds in the dark sky. “She’s completely embarrassed me at least 5 times today. She’s blatantly using my words, verbatim, and mixing them into her work around me and my closest colleagues. It’s one thing if I spoke like that here at work, but she’s maliciously using my pain in her game now and its’-”

“Olivia, you need to stop it. And you need to stop it now. You’re a New York detective and you’ve been on the job longer than I’ve been out of the closest, and let me tell you, I’ve been out for a while,” he teased. “You can’t let some straight girl toss around your emotions, do you not remember high school? Don’t let these bitches use your sexuality as bait to make you feel inferior and as if it’s something to be ashamed about!” exclaimed Michael on the other end getting irritated.

Olivia just stood there, letting his words sink in. She couldn’t believe she hadn’t processed her own strength before. Olivia let out a laugh, as if she was almost ashamed of herself for letting this woman get her so worked up, “You’re so right Michael. You’re so right. I’m usually the one getting the straight girls worked up, why the fuck.. who the fuck does this woman think she is?” exclaimed Olivia pumping herself up. Olivia started walking fast and more confidently than she had in weeks.
“Fuck this!” she said.

“You go girl!” exclaimed Michael. “OhMyGod will you call me back and let me know how it-”

Olivia hung up the phone and shoved it in her back pocket… she was headed to the one place where only an hour ago she never thought she’d want to go again…

Across town, Alex sat in her office. She was still pleased with herself. She was so pleased in fact, that she couldn’t even get through a full page without breaking out into a smirk. She bit her lip thinking about how worked up she was getting Olivia. This one powerful, strong, independent woman, who was New York’s finest looking cop, was getting worked up over her. And she felt damn proud.

Her iphone went off, she looked at it and her heart nearly skipped a beat when she saw ‘Olivia Benson’ pop up. She read the message,

Olivia Benson

Alex, are you still at your office?

Alex quickly responded, “Yes, I’m about to head home soon for my shower.” Alex grinned as she sent it.

Alex reached up and took out the pencil that was holding her bun in place, letting her golden locks fall down, still full of volume as it curled in random places over her shoulders. She unbuttoned her blouse just a button more, exposing the tip of her cleavage, and she pushed her glasses over onto her head. She picked up a file and walked to the edge of her desk and sat on it. Her phone rang, her heart skipped again thinking Olivia was calling, but it wasn’t. It was her boss. She slide up farther on the desk and inched up her tight gray skirt a bit more and let more of her thighs be exposed.

“Hello,” she answered to her boss. “No, I haven’t got that sent out yet BUT I will, I promise Liz, I’ve just been so busy with-”

Suddenly the door swung open so quickly that it banged against the side of the wall causing Alex to nearly jump. Her eyes widened quickly and she almost gasped, Olivia rushed in looking like she’d just been in a fight, her eyes were sly with anger and she was breathing heavily. She had worked up a sweat on her way over, because her jacket was in her arm. Her tight black slacks and her tight blue V-Neck sweater kept her warm enough outside. And her hair, oh god her short hair, was a bit neater than before.

Alex stumbled a bit, “uuhh, um, sorry, yes Liz, I will get that sent out as soon as… No, I haven’t done that either..”

Olivia couldn’t help but notice Alex’s slender crossed legs on the desk. Olivia’s eyes traveled down from Alex’s lips to her exposed cleavage, and down her very exposed legs. Olivia bit her lip from licking her lips and she had to look away. But not for long, she looked back but this time Alex was staring up to her with doe like blue eyes, Alex seemed a bit off her usual ‘in control’ persona. She was watching to see what the hell Olivia was doing here, and what she was going to do. Olivia was getting impatient with Alex still on the phone. She walked over to Alex, an inch from her legs. She leaned on the desk, both hands on both sides of her thighs and she leaned in intensely, staring Alex in the eyes, with her thighs pushing up into Alex’s knees.

Alex stumbled again, and her face flushed a bit, but she kept it under control, “Uh, Liz, I will get that.. I will get that out to you also, by tomorrow, I promise.. Ok…. Hey, Liz? I, uh, I have to go, I have a client I need to speak to, Ok, I will.. You too.” Alex lifted the phone away from her ear and slowly put it back on the ringer. Her lips parted and she gazed at Olivia, wanting to say something.

Olivia wanted to say a million things, she wanted to scream a million more, but she couldn’t. At that moment, being so close to Alex, made her core throbe. She glanced down to Alex’s thigh’s, which were creamy and looked so smooth. Olivia rose her head back up to Alex, who looked like she was lost in her thoughts too.

“This needs to stop. And it’s stop today Alex.” Said Olivia. Alex just stared back to Olivia, unable to think of something sexual to say. She was too nervous. Alex’s breathing began to deepen. Olivia was getting even more wet from being so close to Alex. Olivia quickly looked away and stood up and walked across the room. She turned around and faced Alex. “Do you understand me?” demanded Olivia glancing at a less confident Alex. Olivia looked down at her feet and sighed. ‘When did I lose control of this situation?’ thought Alex to herself.

“What are you talking about Olivia?” asked Alex, trying to gain back control of her once distraught Olivia.

Olivia swung her head up to Alex and gave her a look as if she was just told to ‘fuck off.’

“Alex! Don’t play coy with me - I don’t do games!” said Olivia raising her voice louder. “I understand that I made you uncomfortable, and I embarrassed you from whoever told you this, and I get that you wanted to have some fun by embarrassing me like I did you but ENOUGH is ENOUGH Alex!”

Alex crossed her arms trying to stay confident in front of a fuming detective. She then uncrossed one leg and folded the other one over slowly. “You didn’t embarrass me Olivia.”

Olivia cut her off, “Well you embarrassed me!“ admitted Olivia still mad.

“My intentions weren’t to embarrass you detective,“ replied Alex.

“So what this is just a game? And don‘t call me detective ‘counselor,‘ we’ve certainly crossed the line of pleasantries,” scolded Olivia.

“As I recall, you’re the one who crossed that line by talking about sexual fantasies about a co-worker,” said Alex getting a little worked up.

Olivia scoffed, “Oh, please, don’t flatter yourself Alex, I was drunk.” Olivia said sternly.

Alex paused, her ego slammed, she stood up off the desk defensively, “So what are you saying, that none of that was true?” demanded Alex.

Olivia paused, unsure what to say. They just gazed at each other, both mad, but both aroused more than they could ever remembered feeling.

“Are you implying, detective, that I’ve never made you wet?” asked Alex in her husky voice.

Olivia squeezed her fists together, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to scream in Alex’s face or storm out.

Alex took a few steps towards Olivia, keeping her composure as best as she could.

“Are you saying that I’m not making you wet right now, getting all worked up with you rushing in here looking like this?” Alex said.

Olivia paused and just stared at her, she could now smell Alex’s perfume which began to cloud her head and weakened her anger into arousal.

Olivia refused to let Alex take control of her again and Olivia quickly walked towards Alex, grabbed her wrists, held them behind Alex’s back, and she pushed her body into Alex’s until she slammed Alex’s back up against the wall of her office. Alex let out a whimper and her eyes met with Olivia’s.

“Don’t think you can use my words against me, ever again, counselor.” said Olivia intensely as she pierced Alex with her eyes. Alex was completely weak now, and she could not think.

“So,” Alex managed out, their bodies still pressed together, and Olivia’s hands still holding Alex’s wrists behind her against the wall, “You’re saying…. That you don’t want to run your finger outside of my panties right now?” Alex asked softly, trying not to crack. Olivia pushed into Alex harder, reinforcing that she had control of her against the wall. Alex gasped in arousal, and let her eyes close for a split second. Her mouth parted and she started to breath heavier though her mouth. She opened her eyes to an intensely aroused Olivia who was penetrating Alex’s core with her eyes.

Olivia leaned her face into Alex’s creamy neck, her lips barely brushing against her creamy skin, Alex let out a moan, “What makes you think I wont start fucking you against this wall right now counselor?” whispered Olivia.

Alex could feel herself heating up, she was breathing hard and she was ready for Olivia. Olivia raised her face from Alex’s neck and brought her lips an inch from Alex’s lips. They just stared into each others eyes, as if the eye sex was enough to get them off. Alex lifted one of her legs and opened it wider over Olivia’s thigh. Olivia slowly moved her lips closer to Alex’s lips, they barely brushed together, both of them breathing deep and hard, but it wasn’t close enough for a first kiss.

Suddenly, there was a bang on Alex’s door, it was so loud and sudden that they both jumped.

“Alex!” yelled the voice. Olivia quickly let go of Alex’s hands and stepped a few steps back. Her door swung open, it was Elliot, he looked panicked, “Olivia?” he asked. “Why haven’t you picked up your phone?! I’ve been calling you - it doesn’t matter. We’ve got a 41-50 down in Soho. Olivia glared at him, then nodded, trying to get out of her sex mode and turn into detective mode and become alert. Elliot turned to Alex, “Alex, we need you to come with us, incase we need a warrant for John’s apartment.” Elliot said still out of breath.

Alex stayed against the wall, trying to contain herself and her breathing level. She nodded, “Oh, ok,” she managed. “No, NOW Alex! We’ve got no time, let‘s go!!” demanded Elliot.

Olivia and Alex stayed put. They just stood there, Elliot amazed that Olivia wasn’t moving yet, yelled “Olivia! Now! Let’s move!” Immediately Olivia grabbed her coat, as did Alex, and they left the office.

As they rushed down the steps, they saw Elliot’s car running at the bottom with Munch in the passenger seat on his phone. Elliot was in front of them rushing down the steps, he motioned to his car as he yelled, “I’ve got Munch in the car, you take Alex meet us there!”

Olivia and Alex immediately slowed down in shock almost, Alex took a big gulp and Olivia stumbled to find her car keys.

Elliot rushed into his car and sped off, leaving a trail of smoke as Alex and Olivia watched their only way of ‘a third wheel to make shit less uncomfortable’ drove off.

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CHAPTER 9: The explosion

“Oh shit..” exclaimed Olivia.

Alex nodded understanding, “I know.”

“No Alex, I walked here.” She turned to Alex, Alex turned to her at the same time.

“What?” exclaimed Alex. “You walked?!”

Olivia nodded and bent down resting her hands on her knees to catch her breath, “Fucck, we need to run Alex.”

“Uhh, I don’t run Olivia.” Alex said sternly.

Olivia looked up to her and stood up straight. “what? What do you mean you don‘t run?”

“I don’t run.. in heels.” she said as she bent her leg up pointing to her heels. Olivia couldn’t help but notice how smooth her slender leg looked, and she just stared at the exposed leg, not able to look away.

Olivia snapped out of it and looked away. “Let’s get a cab, “ she said as she stepped out onto the curb and raised her hand. A taxi started to slow down.

“Why the hell did you walk here Olivia?” she asked as standing next to Olivia.

“Because I was so pissed off Alex, that I needed that time to cool off, or else I wasn’t sure what I was going to do.” admitted Olivia.

The taxi pulled up, Alex took a gulp, “You meann, like fuck me..” asked a daring Alex. They both looked forward, unable to look each other in the eye.

Olivia opened the door and motioned for Alex to go in. As she did, Olivia couldn’t help but stare at her ass in the tight skirt, she bit her lip and then shook her head getting back into reality.

She couldn’t get into it now, not when she had to work like this.

The taxi ride was uncomfortable. Alex went to say something, but quickly dismissed it. She looked out the window. It was dark out. And it was getting late. She was tired, but her arousal refused her body to feel tired. Alex was now on fire, but she refused to let that be known to the woman who she’d been teasing the past few days for just that.

Olivia sat there and just looked forward. She didn’t know what to say to Alex. She turned over to her slightly, and could sense that Alex had crossed the line with her. Olivia had to test it, ‘fuck it’ she thought, we almost just fucked in her office. Olivia slowly started to move her hand over to Alex. Alex didn’t notice, she was too busy keeping her thoughts in order. Olivia kept her face forward, but not her hand. Her hand met a thigh covered in fabric. She heard Alex gasp. She began inching her way down to the end of the skirt, she found it. She placed her slender fingers under the skirt and gently rubbed her skin. Alex let her head fall back onto the seat and her lips part. Olivia’s hand moved closer to Alex’s core, switching from the top of her thigh to inside her thighs, beginning to massage the legs. Alex’s opened her legs more, ready for Olivia. Olivia couldn’t hide it anymore either, she nearly groaned as she let her head fall back when she felt Alex’s hand on her thigh. Her long, slender fingers went right over her thin black pant’s fabric and started rubbing over her core. Olivia followed suit and found Alex’s panties, she was wet. She was beyond wet and Olivia let out another gasp as she ran her fingers over Alex’s panties. Alex started to rub Olivia harder, pushing into her now. The pants were in Alex’s way of penetrating. The cab started to slow as it reached their destination. Olivia slightly squeezed Alex’s clit between her fingers, Alex let out a loud gasp then covered her mouth in embarrassment. The cabby looked at them, “You alright back there?” he said in his New York accent.

“Bitch,” mumbled Olivia under her breath, then smirked as she handed the cabby a 10.

“She’s hormonal..” joked Olivia. The cabby smirked.

As they made their way to the building, Alex still flushed, asked, “what was that for?!”

“That’s for teasing me,” said Olivia smirking looking at her. For once, they both could look at each other comfortably, without the big elephant in the room that they just were feeling each other up in the taxi cab. Reality set back in, the smiles faded, and they looked forward as they walked in.

Elliot looked up to the entering women as he kneeled on the ground over a dead body with a sheet over it, “We were too late. Somebody got to him. We could have - Olivia, did you come in a cab??”

Olivia opened her mouth to explain, then gave up nodding, “Yea. I did.”

Elliot went to ask why, but also gave up. Olivia had been acting so weird lately, that he didn’t even dare to ask. He shook his head and went back to work.

A few hours later, it was over. CSU had swept in and done their work. Olivia and Elliot had asked their questions. And Alex had called 6 judges to attempt to get a warrant for a suspect. But all failed.

Elliot and Munch walked outside, it was cold and they were tired. “You dropping me off, sweety?” asked Munch to Elliot. Elliot just glared at him, then smiled.

“Sure,” he replied.

“Alex, you want a ride?”

Alex nodded.

The car ride to Alex’s office was numbingly silent. Elliot and Munch sat in the front tired and upset that they were too late, and had no leads.

In the back, Alex and Olivia were still as alert as earlier. The sat as far to their respective sides of the car as possible, to refrain from doing anything, especially since they were among friends and NYPD detectives.

Elliot pulled up to Alex’s work building, “Alex, you sure you don’t want us to wait while you get your stuff?” asked Elliot.

Alex shook her head, “No, really, I’m fine, I have a lot to do or else Liz will have my balls.”

“Oh shit!” said Olivia searching herself. “My phone1” said Olivia. Alex looked to Olivia and Olivia to Alex,

“That would explain why you didn’t pick up.” said Elliot.

“You leave it in there?” asked Munch.

Olivia sighed, “yea, I, I think I did, somewhere.” said Olivia apprehensive about going back in with Alex.

They exited the car and walked up the steps into Alex’s work building.

They refused to look at one another or speak. As they entered Alex’s office, Olivia began searching for her phone. Alex placed her jacket on the chair and watched Olivia look. Alex saw it on the floor by her desk, and picked up and. She slowly walked over to Olivia. Olivia turned around and nearly walked into Alex. She glanced down and saw it her Alex’s hand. Olivia swallowed, “Thanks, Alex.” Alex nodded gently and looked into Olivia’s eyes. They couldn’t look away.

Alex, for once, was no longer in control of anything. Olivia had penetrated her confidence. She turned her head to the clock, it read ‘3:30am.’ Olivia looked too.

“Ok, I uh, I better go.” said Olivia as she walked to the door. “I’ll see you,” she said as she placed her hand on the doorknob.

“Good luck sleeping tonight, detective.” said a suddenly ballsy Alex.

Olivia stopped and just stood there. She turned to Alex who looked as though she suddenly regretted her words. She looked like a deer in the headlights when Olivia swung her head to her in shock.

Olivia suddenly bolted to Alex embracing her in her arms and pulled Alex’s neck into her kissing her intensely. They both immediately let out moans of pure ecstasy. Alex pulled Olivia into her so hard, and Olivia pulled Alex closer into her body, that they both lost their stand and almost feel over. Their kisses got deeper and their moans more restless, their tongues couldn’t get enough of each other. Olivia ran her hands down and grabbed Alex’s ass firmly, Alex let her head fall back again closing her eyes in pleasure, Olivia started kissing and biting Alex’s neck. Alex wrapped one leg around the detective, letting her skirt slide all the way up exposing her black lace panties. Olivia picked Alex up and Alex completely wrapped her legs around Olivia, squeezing at her back. Olivia walked into the wall, slamming Alex against the wall, Alex let out another moan. Olivia ripped off Alex’s shirt, buttons flew across the room and Olivia immediately began massaging Alex’s breasts that were covered in black lace bra. She reached one hand behind Alex and unbuttoned it, flinging it behind her. She knelt down and took one of Alex’s breasts into her mouth, licking and sucking, Alex let out pleasurable moans as she massaged Olivia’s head, pulling her closer into her breasts.

Olivia ripped down Alex’s skirt, then her panties, exposing the best looking thing she’d ever seen. Alex lifted a leg over Olivia’s shoulder and Olivia could not only smell how bad Alex wanted her but she could see it. It nearly made Olivia dizzy with arousal, she had no time for fore play and shoved her tongue immediately between Alex’s pink folds. Alex let out the loudest moan she had all night. She reached one hand up on the wall for support to hold onto, but she ended up knocking over a painting. Olivia stated sucking on Alex’s clit, then licking it, swirling around it. Alex kept panting louder and harder, unable to take it.

She rested a hand onto Olivia’s shoulder, “Fuck me Olivia!” she gasped with her eyes closed. Olivia stood up facing Alex, “don’t stop! Oliv-don’t stop! Please!” begged Alex.

Olivia tried to smirk but she couldn’t, she was too turned on. Alex flung off Olivia’s sweater then unhooked her bra. She was getting mad with arousal. Alex slid down the wall and began licking Olivia’s breasts. She gently bit on her nipples, cause Olivia to pant and moan now. Alex’s hands slid down Olivia’s smooth, tan stomach and undid her pants quickly, flinging Olivia’s panties and pants across the room. Olivia pulled Alex back up and kissed her intensely, for the first time letting their naked bodies press against one another. Their bodies fit together like a puzzle piece.

Olivia lifted up Alex’s leg and pushed her core into Alex’s.

They started grinding their clits together creating a frictions so unbearable in intensity Alex let out a scream almost and threw her head back panting, Olivia starting kissing and biting Alex’s long neck as they were progressing in their rhythmic motions against one another’s bodies. Olivia grasped Alex’s ass in both of her strong, smooth hands pulling Alex closer and harder to her core. Their groans grew louder and more intense. Alex couldn’t take it. She loved being dominated, but the months of tension with Olivia all arose at once and Alex took it out on her. She took Olivia’s hands off her behind and raised them up and pushed Olivia now against the wall. Alex held Olivia’s arms up as she licked and gently bit her breasts and nipples while grinding into her. Olivia‘s moans got louder. Alex pulled her body away, their cores just minutes from orgasm, Alex made her way down to Olivia’s core and started licking in swirling motions and then inserted two of her fingers, feeling her warm and wet insides. Olivia let out an even louder scream in ecstasy. She raised her leg up over Alex’s shoulder and felt her long blonde locks between her fingers.. Olivia’s groans were growing louder and faster.

Olivia needed something to rest on, she couldn’t take any more. She rested her arm on a nearby table, but knocked over a glass vase that shattered on the ground.

“Oh fuck! Fuck!” screamed Olivia but settled her words back into her oncoming orgasm.

Alex stopped momentarily to see what happened, but as soon as she went back to finish Olivia had picked her up and pushed her onto Alex‘s desk. Multiple items fell onto the ground. Olivia ripped open Alex’s legs and noticed just how wet Alex was, she tried to crack a smile in satisfaction but was too overwhelmed with intensity. She began licking Alex’s clit and she immediately began to pant loudly and intensely. Olivia wanted to make it quick and she inserted two of her fingers into Alex’s core. Alex screamed with pleasure covering her mouth. Olivia began to lick faster and thrust her fingers harder, Alex began to scream harder. Olivia started pounding so fast that her arm was getting tired. Alex was so close to coming, because her screams could probably be heard all the way at the front doors. Alex pulled Olivia up and inserted two fingers, she wanted to come with Olivia, they both started moving together in unison as they fucked each other harder and faster, both arms and fingers working so fast it was hard to keep going. Olivia threw her head back screaming as Alex tried to bit her neck, but Alex’s screams were too loud that she couldn‘t control her mouth. Just as they both were close, they both took the last bit of strength they had and pounded each other’s fingers faster into each other, causing two loud screaming orgasms that seemed to last for minutes., until they finally slowed down and layed there like motionless bodies.

Olivia just stayed on top of Alex panting, unable to move. Alex was covered by Olivia‘s body, unable to do anything but breath in and out.

A few minutes later, Olivia finally moved. Their bodies still so sweaty, it was like they just got out of the shower. Olivia looked Alex in the eyes for the first time since they came, and they just stared for what felt like minutes. Strands of Alex’s hair were in her face, damp and wet from each other’s sweat. Olivia let out a small laugh as she removed the strands from her face. Alex smiled back, and for the first time they felt comfortable. Olivia leaned down and kissed Alex, first gently and light, then one last intense kiss. Their lips pulled apart, and Olivia turned her head to the clock.

“Oh fuck,” whispered Olivia.

“What?” asked Alex, then looked in her direction.

The clock read 4:35am. “Shit,” whispered Alex. “We need to go.” Alex said, but she didn’t move.

“Just one more time, Alex,” smirked Olivia.

Alex smiled and bit her lip, and they begun again.

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Chapter 10: The Awakening

Alex heard three loud bangs. Her eyes were closed, she didn’t know where she was. Her head felt like she had been upside down for hours. She was so tired, she thought she was dreaming.

She heard the bangs again. “Alex!” said a loud voice. Alex groaned and flung her arm in defeat in the air, “Go away, no room service.” she said. She felt like she could fall right back asleep, and she began to.

“Cabot!” came the voice again with more loud knocks.

Alex finally managed to open her eyes, the bright sunlight stung her eyes to badly she had to shield them. “Oye,” she said as she slowly sat up. Her muscles ached all over. Her back, her arm that she apparently must have slept funny on, and her leg was asleep. She finally opened her eyes fully and it hit her.

Bang! Bang!

“Alexandra! Open the door!” Alex saw where she was. She was still in her office. Alex’s eyes widened so far it stung her eyes again. She looked at the clock, it was 7:47am. She gasped covering her mouth as she noticed a naked Olivia Benson laying half naked on the couch, with half her body hanging to the floor.

“I’m, I’m here! I’m coming! One second please!” Alex yelled. She was completely naked. Her frantic voice managed to finally start to wake up Olivia. Alex ran across the room finding her random pieces of clothing thrown randomly across the room. “Shit! Shit!” she mumbled under her breath panicking. She picked up black slacks, realizing they were Olivia’s and threw them hard at Olivia’s head. Olivia groaned. “Sea monkey took my money,” groaned Olivia turning her head the other way.

“Olivia!” whispered Alex as loud as she could. Alex slipped her skirt up and zippered it, it was wrinkled, but Alex didn’t care to notice. She found one shoe and hopped over to Olivia as she placed it on. She shook Olivia, “wake up!” She whispered.

“Alex! What are you doing?!” yelled the voice outside the door. She could now tell, now being awake and alert, that is was Elliot.

“I’m coming!” She snapped back. “Give me a second!” She could see the shadow through the door, and she wondered if he could see her running around her office. Olivia lifted her head up, one eye barely open, and the other one glued shut. Her hair was again messy, looking as if she stuck her fingers into a socket, making each short lock of hair stick in a different direction.

“Why are you…. Why are you yelling at me?” said Olivia trying to open her other eye. Her eyes stung too. She rubbed them sitting up.

“Shhh!” whispered Alex putting her blue shirt on.

“Wh, Whyy are you shushing me?” asked Olivia opening her eyes fully. She looked around the office, then to Alex frantically getting dressed, trying to process what was going on.

There were more bangs, “Alex! What’s going on? Are you okay?!” demanded Elliot. Suddenly it hit Olivia. Her eyes widened like she just saw a ghost. She covered her mouth with both hands.

“I’m fine! I’ll be right there!“ Alex yelled trying to button her shirt but she realized that Olivia had busted all her buttons a few hours ago.

“Shit!” whispered Alex. “Shit Olivia shit!”

Olivia stood up quickly and began to put her pants on. Alex jumped over and pushed Olivia back down on the couch, “They can see our shadows GET in the closet and hide!” she mumbled intensely. Olivia slide down the couch like a naked snack and crawled to the closet. She opened the door and looked to Alex, Alex picked up Olivia’s jacket and shirt and flung it over to Olivia in a ball. Olivia went in the closet and shut the door. Alex straightend her suit shirt, paused and controlled herself, took a deep breath, then opened her door slightly, poking her head out. Elliot stood there confused, but angry.

“Alex! What the hell is going on?” he demanded.

“Uh, I’m sorry Elliot. I uhh, she looked back in her office, I slept in my office last night. It was a long night, I had a lot to do.”

“Your door was locked, Olivia didn’t show up for work, her cars still at the precinct, and Liz has been trying to get a hold of you all morning!” scolded Elliot.

“Uhh, I’m sorry Ellliot, I uh,” said Alex trying to form a lie.

Suddenly items being knocked over in her closet could be heard. Elliot flinched, “What the hell was that?” He asked trying to peer in her office. Alex shut the door a bit more to keep Elliot from looking into her office of what looked like a tornado had hit it.

“Nothing, that was nothing, I um,” Alex stumbled over her words.

“Alex, what’s going on? Is everything okay? Are you okay? You look exhuasted.” said Ellito getting suspicious.

“Elliot, I have a lot to do, what do you need?” asked Alex, still peering her head through her door like a suspicious suspect.

Elliot just glared at her. “Olivia.. No one can find her. I’m getting worried.” Elliot pulled out his phone. “She’s not picking up at home, she’s not answering her phone, her car’s still at work,” he said. He put the phone to his ear. Just as it hit Alex what he was doing, Olivia’s phone rang, inside of her office. Her eyes widened and her face flushed. Elliot’s mouth parted a bit, unsure what to think.

“That’s her phone, did, what? Didn’t she come to get her -” Elliot’s eyes widened a bit, filled with curiosity. He pushed Alex’s door open and walked in past her.

“Elliot! You can’t come in -” Alex exclaimed as she covered her suit over her buttonless blouse more to cover herself.

Elliot stopped immediately as he saw the office.. His eyes widened in shock.

“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!” he exclaimed in shock. A broken vase still shattered on the floor, a picture half broken on the floor, everything on Alex’s desk was all on the floor. Elliot’s mouth was dropped open. He looked to Alex for an explanation.

Alex just stood there.

“I.. I.. I got mad.”

Then it happened again. Something else fell inside the closet. Elliot shot his head towards the cloest. Alex shut her eyes and shook her head, she wanted to scold Olivia for being so damn clumsy during this moment. Elliot started to walk towards the closet, but Alex grabbed his arm.

“Elliot, Elliot fine, fine!” she whispered. “I had a man over last night. Ok? You got me. I had my boyfriend come over, annd it went well. Ok? Soo I’d appreciate it you’d leave. And not tell anyone you saw this. Please Elliot.”

Elliot stared at her. “Did Olivia not get her phone last night?”

“She was. I mean, she tried, but he came sooner than I thought, and I told her I was having company and I’d bring it tomorrow, er, today. I think she said she was staying at a friend’s house, she must have overslept.”

Elliot glared at her. Unsure what to say or do. He seemed to accept her response. He looked down, shook his head, and started to walk to the door. “If you see her before I do, tell her to call.” And with that, he left and shut the door. Alex immediately grabbed her face with her hands in embarrassment. She walked over to the closet and swung it open and crossed her arms.

“Could you have made ANY more noise.”

Olivia was standing awkwardly in the small closet, with three knocked over law books and a knocked over bucker of pens by her feet. Olivia squeezed out of the closet “he bought it?” She whispered.

Alex shrugged, “I think so.”

“Alexandra!” came a shrill voice. Alex’s eyes widened once more, “Liz!” she exclaimed.

Olivia groaned, “I am not going back in there!” she whispered. Alex ran back and swung open her office window pointing out, “hurry!” she whispered. Olivia sighed, but followed orders.

“I’m coming Liz, hold on please!” Olivia started to climb out, but swung her head back in and kissed Alex hard on the lips. Alex tried to pull away but couldn’t, she let Olivia’s tongue slip into her mouth and Alex felt limp again. She kissed Olivia back grabbing the back of her neck.

‘Bang Bang!’ “ALEXANDRA!!” came the voice again. Olivia quickly pulled away, but this time too fast and she whacked her head against the window sill. “Fuuuckk!” whispered Olivia in pain as she slid out the window. Alex tried not to laugh as she slowly shut the window.

Alex quickly pushed the vase and picture frame under her desk and put her items back on her desk. She walked back over to her door, straightened her shirt, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

Olivia headed straight for the precinct. She didn’t even stop to get coffee, or to see how tired she looked in the mirror or how radical her hair looked. She didn’t care. She, like Alex, had damage control. Olivia hurried in the precinct to see Cragen, Munch, Elliot and Fin all around Munch’s desk talking.

“Sorry! Sorry I’m late, I overslept at uh, at Michaels. He leaves tomorrow, so, I’m sorry.” she said.

Elliot handed Olivia her phone. She looked up to him finally to see his reaction, then the rest of them.

“Thanks El,” she said sitting down in her desk.

“Another long night?” asked Fin.

Olivia sighed, “Yea, yea, long night. Michael loves his cosmos,” joked Olivia forcing a fake nervous laugh. She looked up to the guys, they all seemed relatively normal. Munch smiled.

“Good to know you’re okay,” Fin said sitting down in his desk.

“Yea we got a bit worried about you for a second,” said Munch.

Olivia nodded, “Thanks, but I’m fine.” Elliot put a coffee on her desk, she smiled and nodded, “Thanks.” Olivia walked to the coat rack and took off her jacket. She heard a gasp. She put her jacket on the rack slowly, attempting to play whatever was going on cool.. She didn’t want to turn around, ‘did they just guess what happened?’ Olivia thought. She refused to face her friends, and she walked for the bathroom.

As she walked in the bathroom, she immediately splashed water on her face. She slowly stood up in front of the mirror, noticing how tired she looked. Then she saw it. She gasped so loud, she had to cover her mouth from the rest of the noise to follow. A pair of black, lace panties were around her neck, and her blue v-neck sweater was inside out. Her eyes widened and her face turned a deep maroon.