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Ive been writing in here a lot lately. Strange. I work a lot, like big girl things, mon-sat- off sunday. it feels good to be a "big girl" and take care of all my bills and such. I feel horrible, i never have enough time to lend myself out to everyone that wants me to or i want to. Work is my number one priority, and lately all i really care to do is work, make lessons plans, go to the diner and then sleep. I hang out with rob and gary a lot cause through everything in my life theyve always been there and been my rocks. I dont see chippy nearly as much as i should being were on two different work clocks, he works nights and i work all day.
I miss the days when i had all my good friends and they were real and themselves rather then thought in the minds of other people. Even people i thought were my real friends turned out to be fuck heads. Its a shame. Its also a shame through mine and khrystines problems which we always overcome cause were family, people chose sides. I pity people like that stuck in a highschool mentality. oh well. true colors show eventually, even if its years later.
im getting another tattoo sometime within the next few weeks and im very pumped. its an awesome idea drawn by myself and im psyched as hell to get it. its gonna be big, and hurt, nd cost a lot but its certainly well worth it.
I miss the days when i had all my good friends and they were real and themselves rather then thought in the minds of other people. Even people i thought were my real friends turned out to be fuck heads. Its a shame. Its also a shame through mine and khrystines problems which we always overcome cause were family, people chose sides. I pity people like that stuck in a highschool mentality. oh well. true colors show eventually, even if its years later.
im getting another tattoo sometime within the next few weeks and im very pumped. its an awesome idea drawn by myself and im psyched as hell to get it. its gonna be big, and hurt, nd cost a lot but its certainly well worth it.