Grieve not nor speak of me with tears as if I were beside you I loved you so twas heaven here with u
Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights? I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be. So can I take that step beyond, and set my spirit free? I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might. But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light. I want to go, I really do; it's difficult to stay. But I will try as best I can to live just one more day. To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears. I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears. I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know, That my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too, And that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you. So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say,Because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.
ill never forget when i found murmur in some weird kids backyard and brought him home. i used to torture him, make him play dress up put him on leeshes put him in my bookbag and bring him outside. he always slept next to me though. a week before he got sick i thought to myself one night while petting him, im so glad hes only 10 and i have him for so much longer, then out of nowhere he got sick and now hes gone. im glad he passed on his own in his sleep next to my cat shady rather then hving to be put to sleep. i havent felt this much pain in so long, and this upset. i still dont even believe it. its not fucking fair, its really not. fuck cancer. if your not a crazy animal lover like me you really wouldnt know how to feel this way about an animal, but to me my cat wasnt just an animal. id really do anything just to pet him again.