August 5, 2005
WOW, its fucking august already!!what have i been doing? hell, i guess having a gr8 summer w/ u guys! thanks for making my summer so special. anyway, i hope u guys dont have too much fun without me....lol. ill b gone up north for a week. yup...a week.
no malls. bad phone service. no coffee shops. no black people....
that will be fun! im going up there with my godfather (whom i love) but its weird i get some odd looks. b/c he is white, and older...adn im black and look like im like a few years older. i hope no one is sick and thinks that im A. a hooker or B. his g.f
thats just fucking strange. and im so tanned that i dont think they think im 1/2 and 1/2. Maybe my G pa??
UGH why am i stressing thats stupid. But it is weird being the only black person for miles...sure can't b mistaken for someone else. Im sure for little kids, im the first real black person that they've seen in person...if skool was in theyd probubly wanna take me in for show and tell....
ugh. ok. so tonite...packing. xtina is here. we went to b ham. now we are watching spirited away. i <3 that movie. its gr8. hope she doesnt fall asleep..
even though heather C doesnt have an LJ
*hope that ur party ROCKS and im sooo sry that i cant b there!!!*
for eric
*hope u have fun 2*
for u both:
happy b day
(idk if ill have $ for gifts tho seeing as how i have to replace my glasses...but if i doo.....:)
ok ill miss u all xoxoxoxoxo
~alex~
o and while im gone...just listen to Imagine...the one by john lennon or the a perfect circle cover of it. and think about the song. And what if.... can u jus imagine all this for a moment???
*you may say, im a dreamer..but im not the only one. I hope someday u will join us...and the world will b as one...*
no malls. bad phone service. no coffee shops. no black people....
that will be fun! im going up there with my godfather (whom i love) but its weird i get some odd looks. b/c he is white, and older...adn im black and look like im like a few years older. i hope no one is sick and thinks that im A. a hooker or B. his g.f
thats just fucking strange. and im so tanned that i dont think they think im 1/2 and 1/2. Maybe my G pa??
UGH why am i stressing thats stupid. But it is weird being the only black person for miles...sure can't b mistaken for someone else. Im sure for little kids, im the first real black person that they've seen in person...if skool was in theyd probubly wanna take me in for show and tell....
ugh. ok. so tonite...packing. xtina is here. we went to b ham. now we are watching spirited away. i <3 that movie. its gr8. hope she doesnt fall asleep..
even though heather C doesnt have an LJ
*hope that ur party ROCKS and im sooo sry that i cant b there!!!*
for eric
*hope u have fun 2*
for u both:
happy b day
(idk if ill have $ for gifts tho seeing as how i have to replace my glasses...but if i doo.....:)
ok ill miss u all xoxoxoxoxo
~alex~
o and while im gone...just listen to Imagine...the one by john lennon or the a perfect circle cover of it. and think about the song. And what if.... can u jus imagine all this for a moment???
*you may say, im a dreamer..but im not the only one. I hope someday u will join us...and the world will b as one...*