MAy 29, 2005
ok soooo...hmmmm. Ok well yesterday i rode teh bus home wiht heather and natalie. Ok hung out. people cam over around 6 or so. we baked a cake. had a bonfire. i got gifts. we watched mulan.
this whole "asian fucking incasion" adn "asians are so hot" is fucking getting on my nervs! Agh,, i love mulan dont get me wrong. And 2 of my bffs are asian...but its so annoying with everyone like " o i call the the asian." or thats ok u cant thate me im asian thing. OMFG what the hell!?? and if i do that bc im black people will jsut get annoyed. Ugh?!! why can i ever win. im always 2nd. in everything. wiht everyone. and i always get whatever is leftover.
nopthing in specific sparked these feelings or ne thing...it just came to me when i was wathcing mulan the other day and people were talking. I hope i didnt sound recist...but this whole "everybody loves adn asian girl" needs to be toned down just a slight notch...ity bity.wihter that or i need to go to sleep and wake up eiht a better attitude. i think thats it.
ok so today..went to saint marys at 6 after waking up this afternoon at 1230 and going to OHOP with mom for breakfast. OK, so the fair was great...ok no i didnt see ne hot guys,. i did see mike hernandes tho...i dokt know y thats such a big deal. ne way...im tired now. uhg...
WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN??
this whole "asian fucking incasion" adn "asians are so hot" is fucking getting on my nervs! Agh,, i love mulan dont get me wrong. And 2 of my bffs are asian...but its so annoying with everyone like " o i call the the asian." or thats ok u cant thate me im asian thing. OMFG what the hell!?? and if i do that bc im black people will jsut get annoyed. Ugh?!! why can i ever win. im always 2nd. in everything. wiht everyone. and i always get whatever is leftover.
nopthing in specific sparked these feelings or ne thing...it just came to me when i was wathcing mulan the other day and people were talking. I hope i didnt sound recist...but this whole "everybody loves adn asian girl" needs to be toned down just a slight notch...ity bity.wihter that or i need to go to sleep and wake up eiht a better attitude. i think thats it.
ok so today..went to saint marys at 6 after waking up this afternoon at 1230 and going to OHOP with mom for breakfast. OK, so the fair was great...ok no i didnt see ne hot guys,. i did see mike hernandes tho...i dokt know y thats such a big deal. ne way...im tired now. uhg...
WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN??